Time machine

If i have a time machine,
I would tune back time.
And let it stay at the days that i feel happy.

At least i won't feel this way now.

If i have a time machine,
I would go back in time
And change all the bad days into good ones.

Then, things wouldn't be like this.

If i have a time machine,
I would go back in time
To stop all those from happening.

That way, nothing bad would happen.

If i have a time machine,
I would go back in time
To show you how much i could care

This way, you would know.

If i have a time machine,
I would do so much, so much,
Say so much, so much
To let you know, how much i love you.

So you would know.

But i don't have a time machine.
I don't have the ability to change anything.
I don't have the chance to do any amendments.
I don't have the power to change what has happened.
I don't have the courage to tell you all those things.

All those things i've been wanting to tell you
All those things kept in me for a very, very long time.

I don't have a time machine.

I don't...

But i guess,
Even if i do,
I wouldn't do anything either.

Cause i'm not god.

I can't alter nothing.
I can't do nothing.

All i can do, is sit there and be a good-for-nothing.
And let people laugh at.

Like literally point and laugh.
For being sucha loser.

That all my friends are leaving me one by one.
They don't call me no more,
They don't even talk to me no more.
I bet they hardly even remember who the hell i am anymore.

People do change afterall.
No matter how close,
How good you have been together,
It all changes.

Same goes for relationships.

Sometimes,
It's good to be a total outcast.

I shall be one now.