Over..

1 year, 1 month, 8 days.
After 365 + 31 + 8 = 404 days.
Haha

No matter how much you say you love her,
You still ain't there yet.
No matter how hard you try,
I'd never give up..

But I had enough.
I'm tired.
You can continue this chasing and running after.

I'm retiring.
I'm going back.
I'm giving up.

No matter how hard it's gonna take.
I don't wanna take this no more.

This time, I'm the one who brought it up.
I guess this is the best way out.
I'd rather do this then let bother parties be so miserable.

It'll probably do you good.
Do us good, do me good.
Let me try to experience life without you.
For the second time.

For the second time in my life,
I was speechless.
So damn speechless.

You'll know how to get by without me..
I know you will.
I'm gonna regret this i know...

But i guess it's time.
For this first time, I'm the one making decisions.
Haha.

I guess a booze or two really helps.
But too much and a mix is too much.
I felt so high yet i don't feel anything at the same time.

Haha.

This is what I call self-numb.
I'll be fine!

But i won't be blogging for sometime.
So..

Anyway i don't think anyone even reads.

LOL

Ok, i'm signing out.

Bye.



I never knew perfection ‘til
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things

Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping’s impossible too
Everything’s reminding me of you
What can I do?

It’s not right, not okay
Say the word that you'll say
Maybe we’re better off this way
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way
It’s better that we break..

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane
The city looks so nice from here

Pity I can’t see it clearly
While you’re standing there, it disappears
It disappears

It’s not right, not okay
Say the word that you'll say
Maybe we’re better off this way
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way
It’s better that we break up

Saw you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough
It knocks you down and beats you up
But it’s just a roller coaster anyway, yeah

It’s not right, not okay
Say the word that should say
Maybe we’re better off this way
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way

I’m not fine, not okay
Say the word that you'll say
Maybe we’re better off this way
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way
It’s better that we break, baby