Where'd you go..

I'm in the hospital now cause best friend's hospitalised.

Bad things just won't stop happening.
Maybe i'm the one.
Yeah, it has to be me. Cause I believe it's got nothing to do with you.
I don't wanna explain much.

I'm never fond of explanations. I'm never fond of being in a situation so bad, it can actually jeopardize my own relationship.

I don't know what more to say or do to make things better.
If i'm really guilty, I wouldn't even be agreeable to meet up, or nonetheless explain that much.

It hurts me so much when I saw you walk away, and even, playing while crossing the road.
It hurts so much, I cried so fucking hard my eyes are swollen now.

My heart ached when I heard that you cried, when you told me you defended for me.
But I don't know if you still trust me.

I have no idea why people are turning their backs on me now.
And seriously, I don't wanna know anymore.

I only care what you think, what you think of me.
What you think of the whole situation.

But, since things are already like that, I think I sorta have the answers.

I guess you do too.

I just want you to know, i've never lied to you before.
Maybe a white lie, but never something harmful.
I never meant to hurt you or put you in this situation.
I'm sorry for everything.

Thank you for all this 5 months.
You gave me a lot, taught me alot, made me understand a lot
and made me know how its like to be loved, and to love.

Don't be blind again ok..

At least, I know I wasn't.

I love you, my one and only baby hay.
I'll love you every waking morning, forever and ever.
I once told you i'll love you for the longest time.
This cheque has never bounced.
It won't, and it never will.

P.s, I won't blog for sometime. Don't bother coming here anymore.


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NOTE : On a light note, I'M INFILTRATED WITW PRIMARY SIX GIRLS. AHHHH~~