When was the last time you saw me this way?

I swear to god.
I'm gonna fucking move outta this fucking house once i can.
When i have enough money to do so.

I'm so sick of living under a bunch of rules.
I'm sick and tired of all the fucking bullshyt I'm getting.
I can't stand it anymore.

Fuck.
When you surpress things too long, you tend to act weird.
Thats what Sinni said when she saw me today.
I kept pressing wrongly when we played photo hunt.
I drank in a super fast speed when we were drinking.
I spoke in a weird manner.

What the fuck is wrong with me.
The only thing that kept me occupied was school.
Somehow, I'm actually growing to like school.
Which is so weird that you're hearing it from me.

I'm actually really tired this afternoon,
but when the photog lecturer talked about photog,
I was so interested, i was so wide awake.

My eyes were so wide open.
Amazing right

Yeah whatever.

I needa vent my anger.
I need to fucking get rid of this fuming mad anger in me.
Like, now.
I'm fucking gonna explode soon.

I hate this kinda feeling.
I can't say whats making me so angry.
Don't ask me why.
I can't say.
Not because i don't want to or cannot,
but because I'm very angry.

So i won't actually say.
Cause it'll only make me more irritated,
more fucked up and more frustrated.

So, the next person who's gonna ask me,
I'll make sure you'll get fucked upside down
so hard, you'll not see the sun tmw.

So, don't ask.
Do something practical.
Like telling me whats the best way...

TO GET RID OF THIS FUCKING ANGER!!!!!