"Secret"

Caught "Secret" last night.
Y'know, that Jay Chou's movie?
Yeah, that.

I must admit, it's a good show.
No, not because he's Jay Chou.
I like the storyline and plot.
Maybe that's cause i can actually relate to some parts of the movie.

Obviously, not the outrageous ones.
Like time-traveling and stuff..

I'm talking about those things, those scenes he had and did with the lead actress.

Like those really sweet scenes..
Things that they say, and ask...

Honestly, i was pretty sad when i saw certain scenes.
But the guy who went to watch with me keep disturbing me -.-

BUT..

I was pretty focused on the movie.
I'm gonna catch it again.
Any takers??

I've been thinking alot lately.
I know i've always been a very gullible person.
Very, very gullible.
I know that.

I believe even the slightest thing you say.
I really do.
The worst part about me?
I believe people too easily.

Even if i've just known you for a few days,
i'd tell you so many things i dont even remember.
I wonder why am i like that.

Honestly, i dont like to open up.
Not that much.
But when i feel comfortable with you, i tend to.

Thats when my trust gets betrayed.
I dont know if it got betrayed or not, but i feel so.
How do i not feel so?
You tell me.

I saw things i shouldn't and it was really an accident.
But i just saw it.
Too bad i guess.

I'm already keeping quiet about it.
What you want me to do?
Thats all i can do..

Cause at the end of the day,
I'm just one fucking coward.

I dont own no one.
So what or who am i to make any noise?
I dont even have the slightest idea if i do.

《不能說的秘密》

冷咖啡離開了杯墊
我忍住的情緒在很後面

拼命想挽回的從前
在我臉上依舊清晰可見

最美的不是下雨天
是曾與你躲過雨的屋檐(oh)

回憶的畫面
在蕩著秋千 夢開始不甜

你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠
又何必去改變 你說過的誓言
你用你的指尖 指示我說再見
想象你在身邊 在完全失去之前

你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠
或許命運的簽 只讓我們遇見
只讓我們相戀 這一季的秋天
飄落後才發現 這幸福的碎片
要我怎麼撿

.I miss you.
.I miss you, and your everything..
.I miss us. I miss the us, we once had.
.I miss everything we once did, every conversation we once had.
.I miss all those sms we'd send each other everyday.
.I miss those sweet talks we'll have.
.I miss your hand running through my hair.
.I miss your hand, rubbing my face, making me feel so loved.
.I miss the way you'd make me feel, you love me so much.
.I miss the way you'd run your hand through my hair, just to make me sleep.
.I miss the times we'd spend time together, alone with no distractions.
.I miss the times we had together, just looking at each other, talking.
.I miss you, sitting on my lap, hugging me.
.I miss you, hugging me so tight you refuse to let go.
.I miss you, saying you dont want me to go because you wanna sleep together.
.I miss you.
.
.So much, so much.
.
.Sometimes i wish i could bring myself to avoid you, to leave you in the lurch.
.But i know there'd always be another someone going to your rescue.
.Sometimes i wish, i could tell myself i hate you.
.I wish, i can hate you..
.
.I wish i can feel better.
.But who am i deceiving..
.I feel even much more terrible than ever.
.
.Its amazing how i actually cried so hard for you.
.But i guess you'll never know.
.I cried so hard, i couldnt say another word after you said bye.
.
.How i wish i can turn back time..
.Turn back to those times we just started.
.Where our route was still new..
.
.Where no arguments or quarrels occurred before..
.
.Where things were where they were supposed to be...
.
.When saying "I love you" was never a chore to you..
.
.How i wish you'd read this..
.How i wish i could tell you how much i really love you,
.and treasure you.
.How i wish i could tell you, you really mean the world to me.
.How i wish i could tell you, nothing's gonna come between us.
.How i wish i could tell you, i'm still very much in love with you.
.How i wish i could tell you, i wanna be by you no matter what happens...
.How i wish i could tell you, you're the only one i wanna see my near future with...
.How i wish.. You'd know...
.I'm still me, and everything regarding you, i've never changed a single bit,
.Nor have my feelings changed..
.
.Can i make a wish?
.Can i make a wish, that we'd go back to where we were again..
.Once, again...



PROJECTS KILLS.