A penny for your thoughts?

I've been thinking alot these days.
No, not trying to be emo if thats what you think
this post's gonna get to there.

But i have a feeling this is gonna get to nowhere
by the end of the day, it'll just end up at the
same spot, square one.

I found out recently, to maintain a good relationship,
communication skills are very, very important.
They play such a huge role that its almost
the key, main role in a relationship,
and not the two main casts.

Less communication causes both parties to feel drifted.
You tend to not remember how the other party looks like,
you tend to not know who that person is with.
As a matter of fact, you can only guess.

Thats kinda pathetic huh?

Not trying to imply that i'm in this position though.
I'm fine with mine. Don't worry.

I'm just trying to state some examples.

Like very minimal communication makes both act like strangers.
You can hardly talk to one another for more than 5 mins.
5 mins.

Realised how pathetic that is?
Haha, i guess so too.

And everything you talk about is either work or someone else.
Where did the "us" went to?

And then, you just start to sms each other so seldom.
So seldom, you get so disappointed with your cell.
When you finally get a call in the wee morning,
its just to say good night.

Where did all the "i love you", "i miss you" went to?
Where have all the lost in translation love gone to?
Dramatic as it sounds, such things do happen in real life.
Well, nothing's impossible you know.
Adidas slogan tells you that too.

And all of a sudden..

You dont feel the love no more.
You dont feel the care and concern no more.
You feel like you're looking into the eyes of someone you once knew,
but someone new at the same time.

Mistakes from the past reminds you of actions you should never do,
so as not to regret whatever you intend to do.
Consequences cause you more harm than what you can actually inflict.
It backfires and inflicts a uncountable amount of harm back to yourself.

You start to think, once is enough.
So you bear with whatever you're going through.
You give in, you keep mum bout whatever you're suffering
to avoid all forms of quarrels and arguments.

You put on a strong front, you smile and laugh
when you're hurting like fuck inside.
All this, just to make it okay when you meet.

You try to work, to make yourself busy and occupied.
You go around finding long hours job to make yourself
not a free man.
You kill your weekends with work,
you kill your social life for a better workload and not pay.

All this, for one single person.

You stop complaining to your own friend who's always there.
For the sake of that one person,
just because you dont want your friend to hate that individual.
You tell everyone its okay..
Cause you know it really is.
On the surface.

Songs you listen to, reminds you of all the memories you once had.
Lyrics relate to all the pain you're going through.
Songs that remind you of that particular someone.

So you sit down, think about what everyone around you is saying.

Slowly, one by one, you shove off the unpleasant things you hear.
And you only hear the good things.
Just like that advertisement for Class 95.
Only hear the good things.
Lol.

You go into deep thoughts..

And you think.
And you switch off your phone..

SEE! Haiya, its getting to nowhere and i dont know how to end it
HAHA.

Anyway, good news.
I'm changing my skin.
Happy right, i know.

There'll be archives.
And nice tagboards.
Yeah?
Alright.
BYE!

-edited-

I take back my words.
I hate html.
I fucking suck at doing it.
Bloody hell.