Its april 25th.

Happy Birthday DARLING!
You're 19th now!
I'm sorry for being sucha bad darling,
for not being there always.
I'm sorry i'm that lousy.
I guess i always am.
HAHA.

Irregardless of what,
you're still the most important
person around yeah?

Thanks for letting me see so many things.
I love you darling! =D HAPPY 19TH!

25th..

Haha, sucha irony.
I have a couple of good friends whose
birthday falls on the no. 25th.

But i have no idea if i should rejoice
or just act like nothing when this date comes.

I shall switch off my phone.

Anyway, i got another song to share.


Just So You Know

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know

It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there just never spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know