I bet a dozen of you,
have yet to read the previous post.
Which was, actually posted just yesterday night.

I wanna say something.

I've been very wrong.
I've been a total asshole.

All along, i thought, i really did.
I really thought i'm the only one,
here, being so sad, all melancholy.
But today, just now,
i saw something, i thought i would never.

And today, i realised,
i'm actually the selfish piece of shyt.
No, please do not think that i'm calling you
a piece of shyt. You know, just an expression.
I AM the piece of shyt.
Cause i AM the asshole..

I always thought..
I'm serious. I always did.
Think that you dont care at all.

Even though that msg was there for a mere
few seconds, i saw it. I really did.

Seeing you, not being able to cope with sch,
not being able to cope with band,
not able to cope with everything,
my heart ached. It really did.

I know i can never provide you with any advices,
or what to dos regarding sch or band.
But please believe me when i say this.
I'll be there. Really.
In whatever aspects you see it as.
Even if its just as a friend.
I will be there.
Anytime, anywhere, anyday, anything.

I promise.

I'm never fond of promising,
saying anything nice or even,
being mushy.

Even so, i'll do anything for you.
Gladly.

I'm sorry.
I really am.

I'm sorry for not being understanding at all.

I'm sorry for always jumping to conclusions
so groundlessly.

You're still as important as ever.

I'm sorry.




往後的五月天 和你走到比永远还远


P/S - I hate heels. I really hate heels.

*i dont think i'm gonna blog that soon
after this post. so, dont bother reading
for updates.*



Thought you should know,
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i dont want to