i dont feel good.

and i'm extremely irritable these days.
the slightest things or anything, can piss me off.
it doesnt feel good.

i'm tired. yet there's tons running through my mind.
i slept at 8 this morning.
oh god. i cant believe i tossed around the whole night.

i looked through friendster.
and saw a long time friend whom i've known for 8 years.
we've been in the same class when we were in sec 3 and 4.

its a fact we haven been talking
or even, communicating at all.
but we're even in a cold war.

its kinda strange. how do yu go into a cold war
when yu dont even talk?

then, i saw her profile.
and i realise..
i dont even remember how she used to look like anymore.
i see a totally different her.

so, i started thinking.

i think i'm the one who's changing.

or rather. everyone's changing while i'm not catching up.

yeah its gotta be me.
i think i'm totally screwed
well, at least i feel like i'm totally screwed.

i feel like some thrash that's been stepped over and over
then kicked to some isolated shyt place
and picked up, put into a bin
then wrapped up and thrown into the garbage car.

okay. i drifted.
main thing, i feel like shyt.

i dont know why.
i'm starting to dont know anything.
crap.

i'm feeling emo.

whoa lau.

bye