to date, i've never believed fortune tellers.
i think they're bullshyt.
okay, they do make a living outta it though.

but then again.
how true are they?
out of probably 100, only 5?
or even less are true.

i dont know much for sure.

but i know people often predict about practically everything.
and you know how people always go
"i bet with you. blah blah blah"

okay. grow up.

such things dont really happen.
its either coincidental or something else.
wake up please. you dont suppose you can go
si ma lu and set up a stall right?

life, death, rebirth.
its an amazing thing dont you think?
we are born into this world
then we grow old, fall sick, and finally we die.
then, if, heaven really exsists, we go up or down.
which is, pretty much obvious, hell.

so who really goes up and who goes down?
christians often tell me good people will go up
while bad guys go down.

haha. how do YOU know?
you're still pretty much alive and kicking.
right?

well. as a matter of fact, i dont know anything bout such things.

many a times, we tell ourselves
"i'm prepared. i really am."
but when the expected, unexpectedly happens..
shyt really does happen everyday you know
you'll just wanna die.

whats the easiest way to die?
hmm. jump off a building? NAH.
height phobia.
how bout cutting yourself? NAH.
scared of the pain.
running into the road? NAH.
you dont wanna look ugly in the coffin do you?

there're like, a hundred and one ways to die.

but there's only one chance to live.

so why the FUCK is everyone trying to end their fucking life?

bloody cherish what you have.
your fucking life
every single fucking one beside you.

you might not be the one leaving.
but the one next to you might.

so, stop being so fucking selfish for the last time.

bye.

this is the last straw.


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i dont know if yu can see the timing.
but its 3.42am now.
i'm crashing at best friends house
and i have lessons at 8.30
yet i'm still awake.
fuck this.
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