how long, has it been since someone last confided in yu?

how long, does it take to totally understand one?

how long, does it take for one to totally open up?

how long, will the longest friendship last?

when's the last time yu actually confided in someone?

when's the last time yu actually asked the person next to yu, "how're yu?"

when's the last time yu asked yur best friend, "how's things going" when yu see her everyday?

how much exactly do yu know about yur best friend?


i have 3 friends.
whom, i've known for practically all my life.
i'm sure ardent readers know who they are.
but, i just realised today..

i know nothing about them.

i dont really understand them.

i dont know whats going on in their lives.

i know fab's going jap.
but i only know he's leaving today like, this afternoon.
i didnt even know stef's going overseas until he told me.

i dont know nothing.

and the last one.
the one i dote on the most.
kaimin. i dont even know whats going on either.
yu know.. there's just this really useless kinda feeling running in me.

now, i feel like shyt. haha.

okay i shall end this here.

no link i know.

bye


its never gonna work out.