are yu feeling fucked up?
if yu are, then scroll down.
if not, dont scroll









































well, its a funny night.
funny in a sense, i'm feeling weird.
NOT the hilarious, funny.
or rather, lets make it simple.

i, am in a pretty bad mood.
dont ask me why.
i dont know, i dont remember
i dont wanna talk about it.

to sidetrack, i wanna say sth.
i miss those days at genting.
that carefree 4 days where no one
nothing, could find me.

where troubles seem to be so fucking far away
i can literally hear 'far away' playing now.
who likes troubles anyway?

where the hotel room's so smoke-free
the cigarettes are so fucking cheap
no one there knows us
we have all the freedom in the world
the time seems to tick faster when we're having fun
the weather is so cooling yu wont pespire
yu can walk around in yur lingerie

*from kitty*
i hope..... says:
WE CAN BATHE W OUR DOORS OPEN
i hope..... says:
i want bck the times you was wearg yr pyjama!
i hope..... says:
JAS W/O BRA~~
i hope..... says:
KITTY PUTTG UNDIES EVERYWHERE~


main thing.

NO ONE
and i mean NO ONE
can find yu.

of course, that'll be cause i got no auto-roaming.

i couldnt care less.
i wanna go back that times.

yu know why?
wondering why right?
let me tell yu WHY.

cause this is a fucked up period

yu see, i'm having a very bad stomach.
and i keep going to the loo.
to? diarrhea.

last week, it lasted for 3 days.
3 days in a row.

today, it struck again.
i went to the toilet 4 times.
i swear my legs are weak from
running in and out the loo.

then to worsen things off,
bad things wont stop happening!
haha. how nice.

okay bye.

dont say anything yu never meant to. even the word sorry is too heavy a word i can take on.
maybe yu meant it. maybe not. i dont know. cause for one, i'm sure. that tone, that mood.
i'm cool. cool with it. cause it doesnt matter to yu so i guess i shouldnt let it bother the fuck outta me. i guess it wont matter no more even if that pm was even referring to yu, in the first place. IF. it even was referring to yu. i'm cool with it. i'm not yur whoever anyway. i dont own nothing at all. neither do i need anything. i'm that ignorant fucker. cause i dont know fuck bout yu. to wrap things up, i dont know when to say what, to do what. i'm not sth that lives within yu.