i'm in a jumpy jumpy mood!
okay that was for a few days ago.
lol i'm not in a good mood as of currently.
zzz feeling so. god. damn. sian.

no exact reason, no exact explanations.
anyway i'd like to introduce a few wonderful people
i've met constantly for 3-4 days straight

aiya. i just realised the pics arent done yet.
lol so i shall post the pics another day.
so.. anyway, we met up straight for 3 days!

its no biggie to yu guys but its actually seen as a miracle in my eyes.
basically we've known each other for 11 years.
we've been through so much, we have no secrets
we hide nth from each other

yu know sometimes i actually mind when people wanna share the straw i'm drinking from the same cup of drinks?
not because i'm stingy or what, its because of hygiene.
but between them, we can just share a large mos burger milk tea
and i actually dont mind at all.

of course, there are others whom i share drinks with and dont care at all.
people like sher and lene are one of those i'm extremely comfortable with
in like, the shortest time ever.

back to the story.
we can talk on forever
cam-whore forever
but we enjoy each other's company.

heres a fact.
we spent sometime at cine.
the mastro bistro on level 2.
boy my ass hurts!

its not about what we talk
its not about what we do

its the fact that we're seeing each other
spending time with each other.

it's definitely something worth trading over sleep.

not to mention all those unglam pics
all those sexual content talks (are yu 18 yet?)
all those loud loud laughters
all those weird things we'd do.

if there's 3 person who'd walk this road with me,
it has to be them 3.

no bond can be stronger than one thats bound up
since as young as primary 2.
and i really mean it when i say no.

but irregardless of all this
we actually hardly meet up.

as a matter of fact, throughout my whole secondary sch life
i've only met up with 2.
the other's also so busy, we can hardly see her.

and we're never full for attendance

i wonder.
am i just TOO free or are they really BUSY?

we've only met up again for the band recording.
and of course, i met lots of others there.
and since then, we've been seeing alot of each other.

until after the launch, we haven met for 8-9 months.
thats terrible.
and i'll constantly talk bout the thirty years stuff.
haha, inside joke but it helped.

its great to have met up for 4 days straight
but its not a good thing in a way or so.

cause i know this is gonna happen again only after 8-9 months later
maybe i'm just too free.
hmm..

but whatever it is
i'm just glad as it is.

i mean, what more can i ask for?
be contented with what yu have.

i am.

anyway
i think i'm gonna die soon.
like real terribly.

i haven done any work for my assessments yet.
not ONE single work.
not even the prepartory work!

NOTHING!
i got NOTHING!
damn it. not even the research.
nothing!

i'm starting to think
what the fuck am i doing with my life
what the fuck do i even want in life.

damn.
i'm starting to hate the fact
that i have to start work soon.

i may appear diligent
but to be honest (and i am), its all a lie!

LOL

okay wth am i saying.
yu getting confused arent yu?
its okay, i dont know what i'm saying either.

i cant stop brooding over sth that happened over a few hours ago.
wth.
i cant believe i'm brooding over something so stupid
but the fact is, i bother. thats why i brood over it.
and its stupid.

its downright stupid.
cause i'm stupid. i'm the fool.

ha ha ha.
laugh at me. quick
point, and laugh at me straight into my face.

dont be shy now.
i'm giving yu the first hand priority of doing so.

and i thought my emotions dont last.
zzz
come to think of it, i AM stupid.

haha moral of the day
whoever's reading this,
if yu're my friend, remember this.

camilia is stupid.

thank yu.

okay not that its sth to awe about
neither is it something new.
lol

AIYA.
what the fuck.

lol.

in sch, i have lene and sher
plus jas kitty and portia

outside, i have dt, sandra and gang

sometimes, there's regina, goey and gang

occasionally, i have fab, stef and min

yu know what.

i cant continue this.
cause i dont even know what i'm saying
aiya.

please stop reading.

bye bye

buttons makes wonders!
for me at least.