a day like today, was supposed to be great.
to turn out so nice, i wont forget ever.

but, WOW.
boy did it turn out great.
so great, i dont think i'll ever forget.

everything started out nicely.
dinner talk walking around.
its always the end thats fucking things up.

maybe its me.
okay it HAS to be me.
i'm always the fucked up one.
yeah it has to be.

then there's always some stupid things
like crossing the road any-o-howly and almost getting run down
and he pointed a fucking middle finger at me.
nice one.

and i boarded the first bus that came to sight
and i didnt even know what bus it was
where it was to and where it ends.

i just took it for the sake of taking.
or rather, for the sake of sitting on a bus
to nowhere and end up at some stupid interchange

then it started raining.
like wtf. for a min, i thought i was the star in some drama series.
and i just woke up. i'm still at that interchange.

zzz.

so i walked and walked
till i saw some bus that goes to my place.

on the bus, i took out my cam and guess what?
haha. this is the BEST part of the day

well, 2nd best.

all my fucking photography photos were fucking gone.
not only that.
EVERY SINGLE FUCKING PICTURE WAS GONE.

i just wanna get run down by some fucking car
i wanted to jump of the over-head bridge
i was so close to jumping off the corridor.

of all days.

OF ALL FUCKING DAYS.

WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE TODAY?

OF ALL DAYS THAT COULD BE DESTROYED

WHY TODAY?

THINGS WILL NEVER. AND I MEAN NEVER GET BETTER AFTER IT JUST GOT WORSE.
IT JUST GETS MEANER AND MEANER.
SO MEAN, NOTHING TURNS OUT RIGHT.

okay.
its fucked up of me to blabber and blabber.
but this is fucking bullshyt.

now i regret not letting that car run me down.