its been a week or so since i last blogged.
well, my moniter to be exact, spoilt.
so i got a new one and its blinding my eyes.

let's talk about a couple of things.
yeah the usual

1.sch
2.friends
3.relationships

sch's been a bitch.
a total bitch.
its only the how many month?
3rd, coming 4th
and we're getting so many rubbish coming

all the dumb projects which determine yur year 1 life
those stupid drawings which make one wanna tear up everything
stupid chinese calligraphy thats DUMB.

only photography's been fun.
i dont know, maybe cause yu get to see things in different angles
taking up photography made me realise alot of daily things
and objects around us even more.

yu see things in a totally different way.

then, there's those stupid fucked up blood sucking projects
maybe its the content of it.
maybe its the research
or even
its the people yu work with.

i dont wanna harp on it.
it makes me more upset.
so yu know what?

if yu're looking for someone to do yur work
or clean up the mess yu made,
yu can screw yurself and get the fuck outta my face now.

i tried being nice by telling yu what to do
and yu bloody showed me attitude and talked to me as if yu didnt care.
well, neither do i.

yu can fail for all i fucking care.

i wanna interrupt to tell yu guys sth.
i'm having a pimples outbreak.
god damn it.

next, friends.

i guess its nice to have some good friends in class
not everyone's that bad.
there's people like hidayah harriet and weiting
whom are really sweet and nice.
great characters.

of course, not forgetting the K.K.K
i think i'm contented enough to have them, with me.
at least i have some listening ears.
they are one of those few people
i can actually pour my sorrows to.
and they understand me. thats whats important

o...kay so we do bully each other every now and then
but thats what friends do. haha =p

right sher and lene? *winks*

and duh, the best friend
whom i haven been talking to for a couple of days
and i know yu aint feeling good. neither am i.
i'm sorry i'm never there
i'm sorry for it all.

then there's those i havent met for ages.
and i'm meeting them for the next two days.
hopefully, we can say just as much.
and take as many photos as possible.

and now, we have the relationship part.

okay i'm a failure at this.
cause i suck. i just do.
haha. there's nth much to talk bout this

yu always think i'm jokin when i'm serious
yu never take my words for real
yu think i'm fine when i'm not.

when i really dont wanna talk bout sth, yu make me
and now, its returning.

okay never mind.
i dont mind all that. really. i dont.

its okay.
i'm alright.


thats all for now.
bye