ever had one of those days where yu cant go to sleep
even though yu have to wake up at 8
for basketball?

and tons of things are running through yur mind.
yu cant push them aside neither can yu forget them
yu cant seperate them cause they keep coming
all at a time.

and guess what!?

its just those days where i wanna play
BUTTONS over and over AGAIN.

recently there's been another love.
haha.
it goes like..
"how come everytime yu come around my london london bridge wanna go down!? ..."

heh yes. nafa babys, yu know what it is dont yu!?
i think YU (yes, yu who talked to me on the phone that seemed like forever) know it too. dont y'all just LOVE IT?

a word from lene.
"nowadays all the mtvs and advertisements are making us crook!"
haha thats cause every mtv and advertisments these days
are filled with babes that are looking HOOOOOOOT.

like.. buttons for one.
haha watch my nicole baby's ass SWAY~
the song buttons just hit 100 times.
reminds me of the song. hmmm..
and the new love, fergie. woooo hooo~

go youtube it. the song "London Bridge"
if yu feel the way i do, yu're normal!
if yu dont, go have a checkup. sth's wrong somewhere...

damn.
its 5.34am! i still cant sleep!
i can hear those birds that chirp in the morning alr.
its telling me "go to bed yu idiot!"

its really true when people say
"nothing's more painful than a heartache"

dang.
people, yu're so true.

even though yu're prepared for that sth
when it hits yu hard, even the strongest person crumbles.
the truth is always waaaaaaaaaaay more painful

and its even more hurting to hear it from that individual
who's words mean 10000000000 times more than anyone else.
personally, i'd rather hear it from my particular individual
but that fellow never makes a point to tell me in person.

even though yu've told yurself
"somethings coming.. somethings coming.. its happening"
yu can never for one, avoid it.

so, face it, and not run away
yu have to someday.
honesty IS the best policy but its also the WORST insurance.

no one's ever too sure.

its the heartbreaking season.
let's rejoice over one deserving breakup
and cry over a not-supposed-to breakup.

best friend,
i know yu wont hide yur feelings in front of me
but seeing yu this way, is making me sad too.
though i've never seen yu cry, i'd rather not want to.
but i'd be there if yu need a shoulder.
even if its in the wee hours.
its okay, it'll be like the good ol'days
when we two would meet up early (as in, "am") just to eat
or chat or even, drink.
yu got me *winks*

rebecca,
we're not drifting. we're still talking.
yu got work and i'm just slightly busy these days.
dont be thinking too much.

lene,
LETS KICK SOME ASS!
kick msn's ass. LOL
and, yu-know-who ;)

sher,
thanks for being there yest.
haha its all settled.
tell yu on mon! =D


yu,
i know yu're irritated with what i said.
i am too. with myself.
trust me. i aint feeling any better than yu were.
but it was good. the talking on the phone
for... 30 mins or so?
dont let me catch yu at PS.
or maybe, i'm not going over anymore. LOL
okay i'm kidding.
remember my movie.



Bye bye



i felt like a fool

cause i was risking with my own feelings