can someone please tell me sth?

WHY

THE

HELL

AM

I

SO

BLOODY

SUAY!?




three freaking falls in a week
and this last one's the WORSE.

argh.
i'm not going into details
but i'm really hurting everywhere.

okay
my blows just increased to 22blows

wtf
twenty-two freaking blows

why is everything so hard?
even understanding one,
trying to know one better
giving in to one.

we learn from everything dont we?
but why isnt everything i learnt working out?

we reap what we sow.
i dont seem to sow what i reaped.

and this is so irritating.

bye



coming online just became
more and more meaningless

i used to be eager to come online
to meet yu online and chat

now, it seems so out-of-the-way
cause we haven got much to talk

and it feels so different.

yu dont wait for me
and i'm just waiting for sth that'll never happen..

conversations are gettting shorter
the atmosphere just wont stop getting tense.

i hate this fucked up situation.