i understand
i can TOTALLY understand that people change
but to the extend of this way?
and to make things even worse
i seriously cant imagine what's gonna happen next


this has been troubling me so bad, for..
the past few days alr
its either because
i dont know how to tell yu so i wont hurt yur feelings
or
i dont know how to tell yu in a way yu get my meaning
or
both

people tell me if i tell yu, yu might take it for another meaning
and, that'll make things worse
but i've decided to tell yu anyway
just trying to find the right opportunity, right time, right place

honestly, i thought i'll never smile/laugh like before
but now i'm actually laughin like i'm some crazy bitch who just got released outta some jail or sth
so why cant yu?

i HATE to know the fact yu're acting this way
i HATE to know that yu know yet arent changing
i HATE to know that yu're being taken advantage of
i HATE to know the fact that sth can be done but no one tried

i WANT to see yu smile cheerfully
i WANT yur laughter to fill everywhere we go
i WANT to know that yu are really happy
i WANT the old yu back from the past

just tell me



how?


Bye bye



smile like before for me







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great
just when i thought my life'd be slightly happier
i realise one thing.

from now onwards, i'm never gonna do those confession shyt no more
even if i think yu're cute or sth
cause i realise everytime after that
things just get terrible.

and when yu feel weird about sth that person said
yu'll know what it means.

once again

WHAT

THE

HELL

zzz





Bye bye