I dont know how to start this entry.
I'm feeling so...
I dont know how to explain either.

No, i'm still not feeling good.
Not even ONE single bit.

So this proves to show that :

1. Switching off yur phone
2. Staying at home
3. Not coming online
4. Isolating yurself

From everyone for 3 days doesnt work at all.

I never thought this friend of mine, knows alot.
She actually commented this.

"If never notice, wont know yu're unhappy"

Thanks.
Yu made me think alot.
From 9 plus till now.
The current time is about 23:57pm.

Then, a phone call from another friend made things worse.
He asked about alot of things.
Like why am i acting so weird these days.

Honestly, am i?
No. Everyone who went out with me, said i'm still as talkative.
So, quote it from there.

Talkative = Cheerful = Happy

If yu'd do me a favour, please.
Ignore the 2nd paragraph.

I'm happy and content to know so many people bothers.
Maybe i should even consider deleting that post.

I often think i'm bloody suay.
That i have so many problems on hand already yet the problems keep coming.
I look around my surroundings, blog-hopping and all.
Reading so many others with a handful of other problems.
A handful of other more important and practical problems.

Then i stop and think.
Mine? Are all given to me by myself.

Many says i'm paranoid.
As a matter of fact, MAJORITY.

Yu must know this.
Paranoial is caused by unwanted stress and pressure.
So if yu think i'm doing fine with this paranoid shyt, yu're so right.

Faking it through and through.

I dont even know why i'm doing this here.
Even though i know there'll be people asking me whats wrong tmw or sth.

Maybe i need attention.
Maybe i need love?
Maybe i lack of the concern i need.

The kind of attention or love or concern aint those unwanted kind.
If yu think i'm just some attention-seeker okay by all means.
Yu can make fun of me in any way yu want, any methods.
I'm not gonna retaliate or whatever.

Have yu ever wondered..

How much time yu spent trying to know a friend?
Be it a normal friend?
Or a Hi/Bye friend?

How much yu've done for yur friend?
Be it yur best friend?
Yur that one friend who knows yu the best?

How often do yu even call a friend?

The countless dates yu've been going together

The never-ending topics that'll always be there

The silence that will never exist when yu're out

The most embarassing thing that yu've done and they know

Even yur bad singing and they just sit there and tolerate it




I'm just trying to remind everyone reading this something.

There're alot of others who needs yur attention.
Yur care and concern.
Yur kind of love.

Not me...

NAH just joking.

I need it as much.
I'm just trying to remind yu guys to take a break once in a while.
Browse through yur phonebook.
Search for a name whom was once close with yu.

Take yur time.
It needs no haste or hurrying.

Yu know, i have a couple of friends whom i've known for 10 years.
Yes. To date, its 10 years.
I'm only 17+
It means they've actually been in my life for 7/10 of it.
I dont know how long i'll live though.

But yu know something?
We come together to do something.
Then, we never meet.

And where were all those promises about we'll meet one whenever, whatever?
Those "Dont worry! We'll meet during our hols"
Yeah and i guess to the day i die, we've yet to meet.

Its not HARD at all to not know who they are.
Cause i've been mentioning them at least 3 months once.

Maybe people have selective memories?
Haha, i dont know.
I just wanna remind yu people to REMEMBER.
About people around yu.

Of course, that includes me.

Why the hell am i even saying all these?
Haha from the top, it's totally irrelavent from the beginning to the end.
Funny, but true.
Every single sentence.

And having said so much?

No, i'm still not a single bit happy.

Bye bye




变成了一个影 隐藏了自己

为什么一厢情愿的人 会难过