Here's a few songs to enjoy.



假裝

呼吸著一種孤獨的味道
心跳在你沉默以後慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑　反正你看不到
我要的幸福　遺落在你懷抱
當愛失了焦　那些最初的美好
早被妳擱在一角
街上擁擠人潮　走著看著都是催眠符號
記憶停不了　穿過讀你的心跳
穿過想你的味道　我只想不被打擾

假裝多好　我只要　只想要　再擁有一秒
去相信你的擁抱　一直會讓我依靠
繼續等待　還心甘情願的不想逃

當愛失了焦　那些最初的美好
早被你擱在一角
街上擁擠人潮　走著看著都是催眠符號
記憶停不了　穿過讀你的心跳
穿過想你的味道　我只想不被打擾

假裝多好　我只要　只想要　再擁有一秒
去相信你的擁抱　一直會讓我依靠
繼續等待　心甘情願不想逃
假裝多好　依然是　依然是　曖昧的tone調
一個人無理取鬧　兩人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己設下的圈套
像是駝鳥　相信時間是唯一解藥
視而不見　傻到了無可救藥
其實早明瞭　你的愛已隨風飄
想要找　再也找不到



心型圈

我送上初戀 在你的面前 再將我愛你 溫習一遍
我無法收斂 對你的思念 若愛有風險 我寧願中箭
那一年春天 愛發芽蔓延 我們故事 顏色鮮豔
我將愛完全 花在你身邊 對愛糾纏很明顯
想膩在你的房間 肩並者肩 黏你 臉靠著臉
(觸電的瞬間 同一邊 肩並著肩 黏你 臉靠著臉)
許願 畫十字在胸前 閉眼祈禱夢會實現
(看著照片 傻笑了好幾遍
在教堂裡面 閉眼祈禱夢會實現)

呵氣在玻璃上面 畫心型的圈 霧漸漸不見
你終於出現 聽不進勸 對愛死心眼 希望這趟愛情走很遠
我用我指尖 畫心型的圈 然後碎碎念 想像你聽見
空出時間 默背你的臉
認真翻字典查我們的 永遠



最終話

終於太陽 還是升起 蒸發昨夜 為你落的眼滴
終於自己 能為自己 呼吸一口 不為你活的
呼吸 為自己呼吸 為自己而心跳 為自己而快樂和傷心_噢噢
明天 會有新的劇情 會有人更愛我 會有不再委屈的命運
不再改變那些為你改變的個性
不再忍耐那些長久忍耐的心情
雖然心還疼痛地 回憶最初的場景
一開始你 就準備好 最後一集 你抽身的乾淨
成全了你也就是我 成全自己 最後最美的期許
那天你眼神洩漏孩子氣 我偷偷下定給你幸福的決定
那開場白說得越真越壯麗 那最終話就是 遺憾的天地 不該繼續嘆息
再次深深 呼吸 為自己呼吸 為自己而心跳 為自己而快樂和傷心
明天 會有新的劇情 會有人更愛我 會有不再委屈的命運
不再改變那些為你改變的個性
不再忍耐那些長久忍耐的耳語
雖然心還疼痛地 感謝名單還有你
終於太陽 還是升起 蒸發昨夜 為你落的眼滴
終於自己 能為自己 呼吸一口 我不為你活的呼吸
最終話的最終場景 女孩眼中他的背影





Here's a lil summary of how these three songs reflects on everyone.



Everyday, we pretend to be this, not to be this.
We pretend to enjoy ourselves when we arent.
We pretend to laugh when we're sad.
We pretend to fake it all away when it wont go.

And why do we pretend?
Because we're in love!
Always being stubborn when it comes to that.
Always hoping this love would last.
Always wishing the other party knows about it.

Finally, we realise everything isnt true.
It never lasts.
Nothing ever lasts.
We realise, there's always an ending to everything that started.
So, we stop everything we've been doing for the other party.
We finally live for ourselves...



Just now, i was watching this drama with my mum.
And i saw/heard this lines i ALWAYS hear and see in dramas but it never, and i mean NEVER failed to touch my heart.
The story is about this girl leaving and pleads this guy to forgive her.
Then, he told her to leave, and that she doesnt have to worry about him because he will be waiting for her.
She falls on her knees, and begged him not to.
He held her up, and told her..
"I will, I will wait no matter what. Because this is the only reason and the one and only reason i will continue living for."

Here's a translation in mandarin (it sounded better)...

女：我求你，不要等我。
男：我会，我要等。无论如何，我都会等下去。请你让我等下去。因为这是我唯一能让自己好好活下去的理由。

Then, both cried.
Hard.
So did my mum.
But, i didnt. Cause aiya, i predicted the script already.
HAHA.

Okay there's basically nothing much to update yu guys about me.
Cause apparently, no one reads and no one tags.
So, this is boring.
Yu want me to update sth?
TAG.
If yu read, TAG.
It makes me feel like i'm only entertaining one fellow.
That name who appears everyday in my tagboard.

Okay just one last sentence.

I'm SAD.

So, those three songs came about.

Dont always say i'm listening to sad songs to make myself even more miserable.

Do yu know that when yu're sad,

even the happiest song is in its slowest and saddest pace

?


Bye bye



假裝多好　我只要　只想要　再擁有一秒
去相信你的擁抱　還心甘情願的不想逃