Happy birthday

Here's a post, though kinda late, but its the thoughts that count dont yu think?

So, here goes...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TART!!


See, i remember.
Well, i know yu're gonna say, "I didnt say yu dont remember"
Okay so i'm paranoid. Lol.

Aiya i also dont know what to say...
Said everything i should in the sms already.
Eh, the network sucks.
I swear i sent it exactly at 2359.

Okay.. Thats not important now.

Hope yu enjoyed yur day with yur family. =)


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Let's talk bout something else.

Hmm...

To be honest, i haven got much to say.
I'm getting really really bored with my life.
I feel so free.
So stupid.
So broke.
So FAT.
And most of all, i feel useless.

Everyone's studying and i'm still sitting around.
Last night, someone was saying..
"u've been bumming around long enough."

Seriously, if i had something to do, i'd do.
It'll be dumb to find a job now since i know i'd be starting sch soon.
But yet again, I dont even know what the hell its starting.

Why do i feel so troubled so easily?

Why cant i just let everything out?

People quote me "mysterious"

Aye, yu think i wanna make yu think i'm that?
There's nothing i can do!
I mean.. This IS me.
So, just live with it.. Lol.

I'm not trying to show any agony or whatever yu call it.

I just figured, i am indeed some weird kid.
But, oh well. There's nothing yu or me can change bout it.
Haha! So let's just let it be.

Its just funny that i listen to sad songs when i'm down
Or i'll just simply keep quiet when i'm in a bad mood/feeling unhappy/feeling rather down
I tend to think alot
I admit...

Hmm...

I just realised whatever i typed is so irrelevant to each para.
This, my friends.
Is what yu call, "发表能力差"

In english, it means, "I-Simply-Cannot-Express-Myself-Well"
So, the next time yu dont understand what i'm trying to say, please.
Forgive me.
I may actually mean otherwise or likewise but yu could've misunderstood.

Taking this chance, i'd like to apologise to someone too.
I guess the quarrel last night was...
Not as serious as the usual ones, but i admit.
I was harsh in my words.
I didnt mean it when i said something that hurt yu.
Or rather, i knew it did.

So... I'm sorry.

Also...

Let's just forget bout everything.

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Hmm...

Oh, i'm still rather mesmerised by Hebe.
Was watching some clip.

Nice.
She's simply so.. Attractive.

Oh well, thats what i call a girl, turning into a woman.

I guess this pretty much sums up what i wanna say.
Although...
I dont know if i still have anything to say...
Hmm...

I only know these days, i keep staring into nothing.
Or rather, "放空".

At times, i will be thinking of things.
But mainly, its just some thinkings of my own.


Okay time to bed.

Bye bye.


once again...



HAPPY BIRTHDAY DT!




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