A friend of mine.

Yesterday, i asked a friend for some opinions on something regarding to do with this friend of mine.

Now, here, i wanna share with yu guys out here, reading this.

I have a friend, who's really quiet and shy.
We're somewhat similar, yet so different.
I'm loud while she's quiet.
I'm easily affected by other's problems and so is she.

When i'm sad, she's the otherwise.
When she's sad, i'm her opposite.

There was this once though.
When both of us were sad.

I wonder if this is fate, or just a coincidence that we got to know each other.

Everytime i sense something's wrong, she'll deny even though i'm right.
Whenever she thinks something's wrong with me, i'll just fake things through even though she knows there's something.

Despite the differences and similarity, we get along very well.

To be honest, i'm not really that easy to get close with.
Yet, it felt like we already knew for long.

She admitted herself, that i'm one of the first? Or the first, she's gotten so close with in sucha short period time of 3 months?

Counting the days, its been a year, four months and twenty-one days since we've known.

But until now, after 365 + 121 + 21 = 507 days, i'm still baffled.

I've always wanted to know...

How do i tell my friend that no matter what, there'll always be a shoulder for her to cry on?
A hand to pull her up from a pit regardless its depth?
A hanky that'll wipe away any amount of tears she were to shed?
A listening ear that'll hear all the greviances she's going to air?
A smile to tell her that everything's gonna be okay?

I remember a friend once told me this.

"If one day, yur friend is in pain, and yu know that yu cant do anything, it'll hurt yu twice as much."

Personally, i know, felt, and experienced such pains before.
But i dont think its twice.
It felt like a quardrant and more pain.

Reading that sentence, it dawned on me.

So, my friend.

Do yu know that, as much as its hurting yu inside, its hurting me too...