Basically, there's no title for today's entry.

Why?

Cause i dont know what to post, what to write, what to type, what's there to share.
I did nothing today.

Except meeting up with "ah tan" and "ah ang".
Did nothing. Fooled around the whole day.

I wonder what is wrong with my temper these days.
I get easily fed up.
No, i'm not short-tempered.

I really dont know whats wrong.
I wonder is it due to a talk i had with a friend two days before?
It sorta triggered me to think.

Whether or not i should do certain things.
She forced the inner truth within me to crawl out.

I know i have to face it someday but why so soon?
I chosed to ignore.
I chosed to feign ignorance cause i dont wanna brood over it.

Its been years.
Well, at least from how i count it, its been a year or so.
Maybe two? Maybe three?

Does the years, months, weeks, days, hours, mins, secs matter so much?
For all i care, it doesnt.

So why do people bother so much?
Why do people compare stuffs like, "aye, i like blah blah blah 4 years already okay"

Like, big deal?

If yu're thinking...

No, i'm not in love.

Let's drop it.

Dont make me think.

Dont let me remember.

Dont remind me.

Dont let me feel it coming back.

Because...






I know nothing's gonna change...





Okay, i'm done.

I'm not particularly referring to anyone.








Bye bye.



每一次放弃你的温柔 痛苦难以释怀