About the trip...

To be honest, i have no intentions of blogging bout this trip.
Why? Not cause there's nothing interesting or what, but like that dt said, its a big sigh for the past three days.
Also, i know if i were to blog all, its gonna be a long long post.
But, after reading most of the comms and some members blogs, i decided to blog it all down.

8th of Jan 2006

I decided to stayover at the airport since dt kept saying its gonna be fun and that she was the only girl staying over.
So i brought my sleeping bag and we went to the viewing mall only at 4am plus.
Note, i was waiting for them to arrive from 12 to 2.30am till jeremy and vernon reached.
Then they chatted with me till dean and gang arrived.
Then from 2.30am, to 4.15am, it was at mac's slacking.
Till someone complained of being tired but i cant remember who.
So at the viewing mall, we opened the sleeping bag and one person one side.
We fooled around for quite long while all these while, the guys were playing dai dee and some other games.

Can yu believe it. I slept for less than 15 mins from 4 plus to 9.18am.
I couldnt even sleep! All i did was just close my eyes and rest...
While this tart next to me slept mostly through out.
I couldnt believe it! The most i slept was 15 mins! I could even count the seconds passing by.
And! The aircon was so freaking cold, i kept shivering even though i was in my thickest pants and with a pullover.
I almost wanted to grab dt to keep myself warm. Lol.

So we woke up at 9.18am and i realised... DEAN DIDNT CHARGE OUR PHONES.
zzz. So i had no choice but to ignore the fact that i couldnt be contacted the whole day.
Okay that wasnt important. Then, the rest of the comms came and we started the first briefing.
Then ck came and we started the second one. And a third one for the members. Zzz.
So jx dt and i went to comb our hair and the toilet auntie was so cute.

With our hairs done, shirts changed, we walked out.
And finally with the time closing in, we prepared for the arrival.

They reached and guess what?
I saw nothing but ella's back view and half of selina's face smiling at my direction.
I saw no hebe, no ella's face.
Okay whatever, that was over then.

So another briefing was on then, for the members going northpoint.
Then the briefing for the comms too.
Then it was onto the bus, and it was off to Northpoint.
The bus suck, the rain suck, the weather suck, everyone was tired.
The arena for the event was soooo freaking small, the passer-bys got many, the crowd was so over-whelming, the walking space was soooooooooo small.
Believe me when i mention it.
Then, we had no where to stand nor look.
The event started and what jx and i did was simply sit on the barricade.
We had not protection against our ass and the barricade was shaking so vigorously i felt like i'd be pushed down the barricade anytime.
But, it was kinda worth it.
Well, at least both jx and i managed to attract their attentions!
Haha, ella and selina looked a few times while hebe looked at least once if i'm not wrong.

Then a meeting a mac after the event. Something unpleasant happened and dean was pissed.
Then meeting for the next day's event.
I had a hunch it was gonna be hectic. True enough...

9th Jan 2006

I woke up at 5am and got ready to leave the house.
Wore a black tee and jeans. Brought real lil things.
Then, i left. Met jx on the nel mrt at around 6.35am.
We then headed for city hall to meet xw.
Bought coffee for dean and went round ms to find the queue.
And just right in the morning, we had trouble.
So dean quarrelled with this bunch of ella-lovers and damn, it was big. Everyone turned to look, and dean was unhappy.
Okay so everyone kept quiet, and the pass-holders had to start our jobs immediately.

The crowd starting coming in at 8 plus 9.
Then countless meetings, countless trouble.
I'll never forget two girls who really spoilt my day.
If yu were me, yu'd definitely flew into rage and scold the shyt outta them.
But i didnt. Serious. Xw pulled me and i had something to attend to so i forget bout it.
Never in my life, will i ever do such shyt for two strangers no more.
I dont wanna say much, but i'll only say that its a cutting queue issue which, from something small, was made into something big because of human's selfishness and stubborness.
And they had to turn their backs, not thinking of those queuing behind them and NOT THINKING OF ALL I DID FOR THEM, to insult dean and ambience.
After all the trouble, the arguments, the effort i did for them.
I have every right to be angry.
But some people thinks i dont have to be so angry.
Look, yu weren't in my shoes. Yu wont know. So, dont say i'm petty.

Then, jx heard something really uncivilised they said. Okay, skip that.

So the time was closing in towards their auto signing.
Everyone was getting tense and busy.
I had to run around so many times i lost count of the times i past by the entrance.
I didnt even eat anything from 5 all the way till 4 plus 5.

I have to specially thank two people here.

REGINA and SHERRY.

Regina, thanks for calling and asking me if i wanted to eat anything.
I was soooo touched yu knew i havent eaten at all. Thanks...
Sherry, thanks for coming, thanks for the food!

And i'm sorry...

Yu two had to stand and eat with me. So sorry..
That was a crucial timing...

Anyway, they went into the queue and i was in charge of their area.

Oh have i mentioned? I became real good friends with the security, we chatted alot.
And he even got me to help me when they came.
He's a real nice fellow.

Then they came through my barricade and yeah they sang.
The sound system sucks, the microphone kept screeching, everything in the beginning sucked except for the later part.
So they finished and we moved the table and chairs up.

Then they started signing!

So blah blah blah. It was a busy busy busy busy and nothing more but extremely busy night.

Then, according to regina, Selina went to the loo twice.

But aiya i was too busy running around outside that my shoe got dirty.
So blah blah blah and it was about time, they signed till they all got tired and all went to toilet.
Some ass security dragged me from one side to ask me to help out in escorting them out, and back in.
Then he stepped on my feet so hard i couldnt move. $$#^%&^*$@^&@#@#!*#^^*
When he finally let go, i was in so much pain i couldnt talk.
Then when they came back, i got a smile from someone... =p
Then they went up stage and again, the signing continued.
So it went on, and on, and on.
Finally around 10 plus, there were lesser people and the crowd got lesser and i was less busy.
Aye, i swear i was hated by thousands of people.
I kept repeating, "I'm sorry, no digital camera and camera phone allowed on the stage"
Then there were, "Shyt!, F***!, Damn it! , aiya, heck care"

I got real tired.. I stood for 11 hours hardly sitting down.
Then i started exercising my legs, squatting dow and walking around.

Finally around 11, they were ending.
Let me tell yu, no one could have been happier than those doing all the work.
People like us all.
Those comms, helpful members, pass-holders, security, management, H.I.M workers and S.H.E themselves.
Then we went in front and thanked them for the hard work, and someone shouted, "S.H.E wo men ai ni!"
Eh i didnt say anything but clapped. Lucky i was looking at someone.. HAHA! =x
Then we escorted them out but we got tricked and ran after them to block the fans.
Then my darling and dear finally left after i told them to.

So we all cleared the rubbish. Inside and outside.
The outside was alil stupid. only dt and i cleared.
I dont even clear the rubbish at home.....

Then another briefing for the comms, a big thank yu to some people, and alot other matters to settle.
Then i headed home.
Was waiting for someone but okay, she left and i went home myself.
The bus journey sucked cause i was trying to sleep and this bunch of malay students keep disturbing me. Zzz.
And i had 8 msgs in between that 30 mins.

Then dt and i settled on a time and we went to bed.
I was soooo tired.

10th Jan 2006

I got up at 5.10am to be exact after dt's call and got up bathed and headed out.
Got into a cab and picked her up.
Headed to T2 gate 5.
Stupid ah xing, i'm never relying on him for infos anymore.

We played dai dee and vernon kept making me laugh.
I was already suffering from lack of sleep and he still made us laugh.
But it was fun though.
So members started coming, comms started appearing.
And dean continued sleeping refusing to wake up.
So we had to do it ourselves.
The departure was a f***ing failure despite our plannings and all, thanks to all the ren ci's HELPFUL people.
I'm never helping anymore ren ci/nkf or whatever shyt. Totally negative towards both charity holders. Yu can jolly-well kiss my ass good bye.
Yu still wore that limited access pass in my presence like as though that really means much.

I dont wanna talk much bout the departure but i must say this.
I dont understand why people malign others for something they didnt even do.
They stand in front yu, and yu trip, means they trip yu is it?
Go and wake up yur freaking idea and use yur ass to think also know its not other's fault.
So next time dont freaking frame others can. Go and make it clear first.

Why no one told me!?!? Zzz.

Okay end of everything.

This is what made me happy throughout :

The bond i see in everyone again.
The co-op everyone's willing to give to each other.
Ella passing her jacket to me. (hahahahhaha)
Selina smiling to me umpteen times.
Ella looking directly at me several times.
Hebe smiling to me at northpoint once.
Ella smiling to me.
Hebe looking at me several times during event.
Selina looking at me.
I bua tio the three of them when on stage. (LOL!!! I really mean BUA. LOL!!)
Hebe stepping on my shoe -.-
Hebe smiling to me!!! (I got damn high)
Hebe winking to me!!! (I was in a state of shock)
Hebe raising her eyebrow smiling to me! (HAHAHAHA)
Hebe looking at me for quite long.

What i hated :

When i got dua-ed.
The two freaking bitches.
All the early mornings and not enough of sleeps.
When i was framed by someone though kept mum bout this...
The no. of times i got stepped.
That asshole who made me sprain my ankle.
Those stubborn ass.
This unreasonable person queuing who wont budge.
Some lazy freak who refuse to work.
The times i had to use my vulnerable and easily breakable voice to scream at some freaking crowd.
The times people dont even appreciate my help.

I wanna specially thank several people...

Regina, for the food, for coming, for yur concern, for yur sms.
Sherry, for the food and sms.

Dean, all the plannings, the ordering of jobs.
Ck, the planning yu did for the fc, the brainstorming.
Saufoo, kenny, jc, for the help given when i needed em.
Qin wei, for helping me with the inside arena.
Xizhou, for listening to me complain at something.
Shi hui, for the help yu gave, the smses, the stupid things we laughed at.
Yiwen, for the help yu gave in the arena, outside.
Xiaowei, for pulling me back, for calming me down, for talking to me, for helping me find a phone, for helping after the event.
Jeremy, laokao, vernon, ah xing, for all the laughs and everything fun yu guys gave us!
Sheryl, for the help, for the stupid sms reply -.-, for leadin the people in.
Shawna and leslie, for even appearing and despite being busy and injuried, yu guys helped!
Jiaxin, for helping me with everything i asked of yu to help me! thanks alot, i know yu were really tired... for the waivers and looking after my bag.
Sandra, thanks for appearing! yu made my morning... for the help outside with the queue. and being there.
Danta, thanks for being there and everything else. wouldnt know what to do without yu and sandra.

Basically, a HUGE THANK YU TO EVERYONE!!!

Everything couldnt have been done without yu guys.
I know this is a long-winded post but, aiya, hardly anyone bothers to read finish it right?
So let me release it.

This trip, i've received most of my happy moments from hebe mostly. What the hell was selina doing!?
Never mind, next trip, keep yur eyes on me. LOL

okay, bye bye.

aiyo, i'm still so S.H.E mood excuse me please.
i know i sound so kiddish. lol