Empty

Day 276



SIGH~

let me give out a loud sigh
before i continue this entry
which...
i pretty much think its gonna be some stupid one.

i'm feeling SO empty.
why?
well, basically i dont know the answer either.
just feeling soooo bored.
sick of practically everything.

haiya
i wonder what the hell is wrong with me
these days.

just few days ago i was still being sad
and reminiscing all about Mbs Band.
well, i AM still reminiscing bout it though...

hearing all the songs..
from king's mountain to concerto d'amore
all the way to overture, thinking bout those comp times
then to into the joy of spring which was just bout half a year ago
then to animation.

ARGH

what the ....

zzz. -.-
okay i'm really having one of my toughest moments
right NOW.

and i pretty much do NOT know what the f... is wrong with me here.
let's just f...ing smack the hell outta me.
haiya i dont know what is wrong with me.

i feel like whining.
i feel like crying out loud.
i feel like shouting my lungs out.

for god's sake!
can someone just slap me in the face
and tell me everything's gonna be fine!?
sigh...

honestly, nothing's wrong.
i'm just feeling extremely irritated
with NOTHING.

its those days..
midnight blues...
which i haven had them in like
AGES.

sometimes,
somedays,
some moments,
i just need to be alone.

listening to soothing musics
sad songs
my band's songs
thinking bout things
which pretty much arent gonna come back
or happen again.

so i guess thats what memories
are really for.

i guess its just so -.-

okay nothing much.

ciao~

PS: my dearest cousin of all,
i'm sorry. i have to explain this man.
nudge me when yu're online.
so sorry!


to..

i guess yu pretty much know who yu are.
dont cry, dont let tears flow down yur cheek.
problems do arise
solutions are always there to solve them
though that doesnt mean the problem will go
but dont forget,
i'm always there.
a phone call, a sms, a small note in yu-know-where.

neither am i angry or anything with yu.
i'm serious.
i've always said i'll respect whatever decision yu make
or what yu wanna do.
and i still honour that promise.
yu got me right!?

so smile for me baby! =)
one fine day, let's go out!
heh.
which.... i pretty much reckon wouldnt happen.
LOL =p



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