Silent night..

Day 260



the silence of the night ate me.
i wonder if its just me or the silence

but i guess its just probably me.
sitting at the playground
hearing a friend sob.

i suddenly had no tears to cry
no voice to speak
no emotions to feel
no expression to show

i wonder why.

i think my brain got corrupted.
its all hay-wired and damaged.
badly.

so many things running through me
so many feelings flowing over
so many tunes to sing along
so many emotions
so many..
i dont know what.

then it dawned on me...

i'm getting tired.
i'm totally exhausted.

gave out a loud loud
SIGH~

man, am i tired.

i needa breakaway from everything
everyone
every single problem

anyway, its 31st of october today.

which means.....
its my last day of work and...
and and and.

wing "ah" man's birthday!
haha, happy birthday ah man!
grow up k.
stop talking like as though yu're 13.
=x
haha, love ya!
yes, i still owe yu a treat.
it'll come by.
some day... =p

okay, after wishing ah man, its time to greet my one and only...
SELINA!

haha, happy birthday selina!
doh...
cant believe i'm still at it.
but, whatever.
i still get happy or rather, excited when i see her on tv or something.
okay enough of this crap.
happy birthday!
haha



thats all.



-

it was an accident
things werent meant to be that way
but ever since then,
you changed my life.

but now,
its all different.
we're never the same,
never that close again.

the gap between us is
world's apart.
imagine one world apart from the other...

i cant forget
and i dont wanna do so.

so let our memories remain
and all i want is you to be happy...

-


当初彼此，不够成熟坦白