The time's up.

Day 231





i'm tired.


after so long.


i know i have no one else but myself to blame.


i know.


i know its all my fault.


after umpteen tries, i'm still failing.


i cant seem to forget anything.



till today.


i'm starting to let go.


i will.


slowly.


we'll be the way we used to be...


i'll be glad as long as yu are happy.


though deep down, i know i still yearn for yu.


yur smile, yur smses, yur voice, yur everything.


i DO need yu.


but i know yu dont...


no matter what, i'll give yu my blessings.


sometimes i really wanna ask yu how yu feel.
i really wanna know how yu feel.
i wanna know if there's anything yu wanna say to me.
i wanna know if i do stand a place in yu...


i dont know if yu know who yu are


i hope yu do. but at the same time, i hope yu dont.


OKAY!!!


camilia is stitching a broken heart now.


LOL!!


...


that was dumb.
so if yu see me staring into space,
dont break my thoughts.


make me smile will ya? =)



Quote of the day,


"
There will be a time,
when we all know how much
we need each other.
"


florence,
i'm glad to have known someone like yu.
yu're always there irregardless what happens.
though when there were times i really needed yu and yu aint there,
it dont matter.
all that matters is yu're always so caring.
yu're always loving me. yes i know.
yu dont have to carry that around though. =p
i'm sorry for all those darn times.
and i know no words can ever describe our friendship.
i really hope we'll have this ever-lasting friendship.
till we both stop talking one day.
thanks flora.
this 8 year friendship is something i'll keep to my heart.
i love yu.
really. from the bottom. =)