My miserably small eyes

Day 214




hmm.


honestly, i only have a few things to blog bout.


let's see, i've been having late nights recently.
its either sleeping late or coming home late.
and, i cant help but whine.


sum up two days of sleep for any common people. yu should get about..
what?
at least 10 hours a day
2 days = 20 hours.


wow. mine's like..
6 + 4.5 = 10.5 hours.


cool. i slept for 10.5 hours for the past few days.
haha. how nice.


that spells the title for today.
my miserably small eyes.
dt welcomed me to their club of "the small eyes club"
haha. but there is still, a difference okay.
xz and yur's, is natural.
mine's due to the swelling.


oh man. and, pimples are seriously starting to irritate me.
i'm having alot of pimples growing on my face!
eeee. this sucks.
its forcing me to buy those facial products and do something bout it.
lol.


anyway, went out with dean, sandra, xz, dt and weiting on saturday.
(oh to think i actually thought there was someone else.
lol. i've forgotten all about myself. haha!)
went town to do what everyone does in town.
but of course, there were the crazy parts.
we went to the park right across Istana.


wanted to sit inside this open yet covered area but dean was like, "eh, later yu all spoil the mood of the people there"
lol so we changed our destination and sat on the walk way kinda pavement thats dimly lighted.
we bought some light alcohols to drink, so we chatted while drinking.
then, sandra came up with this singing game.


dt and i had a hard time remembering the song titles and lyrics of the game but, it was fun.
soon after, it was down to xz, dt, weiting and me.
we continued drinking and sat outside cine.
the area around long john silver's.


all of us drank e-33.
well, played alil of those games and the loser had to drink.
ah, i knew weiting was drunk. lol.
okay so the next few hours was alil torturing.
she didnt want to go home till 4 am.
ah, caught a cab and sent her home first.


okay here's the part that pissed me off.


we reached her house.
as a friend, when seeing a friend drunk, of course yu'll send her up right?
the cab driver had to say some nasty things.
(it'll not be written here cause yu-know-who-yu-are reads.)
i got so pissed, i totally had no mood to talk.
i almost wanted to get off the cab and just wait for dt to return and catch another one.
like, what the .. hell?


okay never mind bout that.
then i sent dt home and i went home.
ah, had a earful as usual. but i guess good things have a price to pay.
lol. i had a fun and joyful day. =D
thanks to the gang.
haven had so much fun with them since a long time.


hmm. my eyes still hurt.
and its still swollen and small.
sigh~


hm. i wonder if there'll be another time?
haha dt claims, IF we do come out again.
haha. that'll be the "another time"
lol. dumbass.


hm. i cant remember what else i wanted to blog about.


okay i shant. night guys!



CIAO PEOPLE~


Quote of the day,

"All yu need is love,
Love is all yu need."


*ehh i beg to differ. lol
all i need is... yu~ lol.*


We belong together

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that
I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling now
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
Cos' We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody there
Oh baby, baby we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
Cos' we belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
Baby nobody else
Oh baby, baby
We belong together