What a world.

Day 187




Life, sucks. Yes it does.

Things run through our minds all the time.

Things we wish or do not wish to think about.

And the worse of em all, is when we dont know what we're preoccupied the whole day for.

Get what i mean?

Yu're preoccupied by something yu absolutely know nothing bout.

The world revolves around everyone living on Earth. Yet we're all living in our own lives.

Not really giving no shyt bout people around us.

And all those lies.

All those neglectings, abandoning, unfairness and unhappiness.

All those shyt times.

I guess this is the kinda life we all face when we're growing up.

And it sucks.

So much, so i wanna appear on the obituaries section tmw.

So much, i hope people who cares will tear.

Like, honestly, who will?

I know this is real childish of me.

But i'm feeling so, so so lonely. So empty. I'm like a lost soul.

I feel as though i'm losing it all.

Everything. Everyone. Every single shyt that has passed by my life.

How does one change so easily?

How can one even do so?

I dont know? I have practically no answers to nothing.

I dont even know whats bothering me.

Here we go again, another depressing post.

I'd like to say, no. It aint depressing. Its a stupid post.

Maybe? Maybe not.

Sometimes i hate god. So much, so i wanna kill it if i ever sees it. (In da vin ci code book, its stated they dont even know if God's a guy or a girl. Cause apparently, that guy's some homosexual which makes him a gay. So, not trying to offend God, i shall use "it")

Why create humans when we're made to suffer?

Why create humans when we're to cry?

Why create humans when we're to bleed and feel pain?

Why create humans when we're to fear this and that?

Why create humans to make us die at the end of the day?

Why create humans when we go against one another and not live in peace?

Why create humans to cause another war or riot?

Why create humans to put on a false mask in front of others?

Why create humans to go through a series of unfortunate events?

Why? Why? Why!?

If thats the case of what being a human's all about, then i'd rather die now and reincarnate as some other thing.

Yu disagree? Prove me wrong then.

Maybe i'm wrong. Okay.

But listen up and good. We have different perspections. Different thinking. Different ways of handling things.

Even in Singapore, we have our rights. Speaking rights. Freedom rights.

And most of all, i'm sure i have my own rights to say anything i like in my blog. Right? It IS mine after all.

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To, yu know who yu are :

Hope yu're feeling better after our conversation.
I'll stay by our rule and not break the promises k.
Hmm, but i'm glad. Really glad. Yu're opening to me.
Guess i'd be emptier without yu. =)
Thanks.

To, amelia :

Ah, i dont know how yu are now.
But i hope yu're really fine.
Just to let yu know, i'm always here okay?
Smile sweetie. =)

To, Xiangrong :

Hope yu're really feeling better.
Love yu =)


To, Min :

Ahh.. 10375 days? Lol. I miss yu guys like nuts.
Total nuts. More than groundnuts, walnuts, peanuts and definitely more than coconuts.
LOL~ I love yu! I love fabian! I love stef!
But i gues they probably aint gonna know. -.-
Okay, take care a'ight? I'm always there too. =)




Ciao guys.




Peace