I dont know how i should feel...

Day 171




Hi ~ I'm back again.
I'm really feeling better now. As of now.
Maybe its the talk i had with dom after work. He talked bout him and Ashley while i told him bout that stranger in my house and i.
And we came to a conclusion.
Both are equally immature, childish and full of shyt.
YES.
They are. Okay, so for ashley's case i dont know. But for this guy in my house, i'm very sure.
Oh, and did i mention? I do NOT have a brother. Oh no, i dont.
Say whatever yu want, i dont have any brother. He died few years back. If yu want me to admit i have a brother, find that old him.
He was rebellious and all in the past but at least he wasnt as childish and immature like now.



Anyway, heck. I couldnt be bothered.



Hmm. Oh yeah! Erm. Haha, in the previous post, i tried explaining the word shag and shack didnt i? I'm sorry.. I made a mistake.
Ignore those two words and their meaning.
Erm, si fongie. Shack up means the same as shag!! !@#!#%!@#$%
Thank yu to my dearest Chen Danta~ Lol!
谢谢!
People, why dont i suggest a better word?
Just use tired. That'll be the best word. Really. Just a simple simple tired.
Okay okay?? Dont bother bout what i actually tried to explain.
Its wrong.



Hmm. I'm happy. Lol everyone says my blog's cool and its nice.
Personally, i'm thinking of i should add anything, cause it seems alil too black.
But then again, NAH! Cause black's my favourite colour and.. This is simple enough.
Decided, i shant change nothing.



Hmm. I dont know if i should feel happy or not.
Something happened. No no, should say, something's being told to me.
Of course, i'm happy that this person told me bout it.
But at the same time, i'm having this funny feeling. I dont want. I repeat, DONT WANT it to happen. No no no no no.
I dont want.
Of course, if that person's determined to go ahead with that thingy, i cant say much. I think respecting people's decision's a form of mutual trust and respect.
Aye, but if i were to accept it and have a choice. I'd rather not want it to happen.
Sigh...



Its funny how we try to express certain feelings in different way. I think i'm so different today. I keep joking bout everything. Zzz
Shyt.



Just saw the results for superstar. *phew* Kelly and Junyang went in!
I'm so delighted. Hee. Especially when the first to go in was kelly. Hehe. Junyang was the second.
Okay, i know i'll be mean here but.. I HAVE to whine. I admit candyce isnt that good, but why silver!? Why does she still have to be in!?
Its because of her that chanel got kicked out. Its always her!! I'm so pissed.
And also, i dont really like jason.. But i actually teared when he got out. I dont know why man.. Maybe i'm into gays?? !?!?!?! LOL~ Nah!
Just thought his speech was touching and lots of ex-superstar contestants were shown crying too.
Oh, i saw kenny, weiting and CAI JIA XIN!! Yu're board! haha. I saw yu~ Lol.
And when candyce was announced out, i think kenny teared or he was too happy? Cause silver was in. Apparently, most of them likes her. -.-
But, the main thing was, the screen was kenny's face!! LOL!
Footage footage! lol. So funny! His thick framed glasses and his orangey red hair. Hmm.



Blah. Anyway, people, VOTE FOR KELLY PAN JIA LI AND HONG JUN YANG!!!
Be it call or sms. Whahaha if yu dont want, do it. I pay yu. K? Serious. Not joking....
*crosses fingers*



hahahahahahha. =p
Oh yeah. Thank yu everyone. For all the concerns and talks. Really, deeply deeply appreciated and taken in.
I'll blog bout something tmw. I need sleep...
I need to get my head thinking straight.
I need to cool all the heat in me.
I need to THINK!



Ciao



Peace y'all.



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