The kind of happiness yu seek for.

Day 162



I often wonder. What kind of happiness do we seek for? The kind we just laugh our way through all day? Or the kind, any simple word or gesture from that someone special gives us? Or, the things that we want and we finally got it? Or, some simple satisfaction?
Okay, the list goes on cause i think there're like, ten thousand dozens of em. Right?


Here's the main thing. I use to think that, my kinda happiness is like, wow, as long as i get what i want and mind yu, its a want. Not a need, i'll get happy. Okay, so it'll make my day. But come to think of it, it only lasts for a day.
Let me into a secret. Small and simple things can satisfy me easily. Like, if i feel like eating chicken rice now, and i get to eat it, i'll be satisfied. Simple-minded huh?
Unbelievable but true.
Thats basically cause people always think that i'm someone who wants something more. Be it, new phone, money and stuff. But, honestly, no. Any simple thing will do.


Wondering why am i saying this? Well, thats cause, i feel happy today. And, the thing is. I wasnt in a good mood today. Thats cause the last thing i would want is a face thats rotting and hurting every minute and having a mum who's undergoing menopause. Yeah. Danger alert. She's like a darn time bomb.
Okay, so what made me so happy and made my day?
I got to go out with 2 old old old friends. I knew them since i was.. What? Sec 2? Yeah. Nope, they aint from bartley nor mbs. They're my ex-fanclub pals.
My dearest bro, ah xing and.. Haha, chen danta. Lol. Darn, i was the one who started calling her that okay. And everyone's like, doing so now. Haa.
Okay, we finally met after.. erm. Okay, ah xing's a year or less ago and danta.. 2-3 months ago. Since she left for shanghai and hong kong. Yeah.


I admit, we did absolutely nothing but go cine and eat, play pool and talk nonsense. Lol. I mean, c'mon. What can we possibly do in orchard? It's boring. Pure boring.
Anyway, i thrashed ah xing!! Lol. Lady's luck on my side today. Haha! Hey, i'm quite skilled too a'ight. Lol. I just digged a hole, jumped in, and buried myself. Lol
Anyway, its been quite a while. Went gardens with danta to chill. At coffee bean's. And hell yeah did we really CHILL.
The darn air-con was SO STRONG! And i drank ice-blended caramel. -.-


I think such small things can really make my day. I dont know what yu guys think but this really does make my day.
So its like, small and simple things can make me satisfied. Haha.


Okay anyway, let's hope there'll be more of such happy days to come~! Lol. Going out with everyone and stuff. Lol. My dao huay trip!! Haha..


Shall call them someday. =)


Oh and yeah. I needa say this clear. Please, dont give other people my e-mail or phone no. before asking for my permission. Personally, i'll get VERY irritated over this issue because, someone gave my no. and e-mail to some people. Then now, that person's irritating me every now and then.
I aint stating what happened and stuff but i'm irritated. And wayne's at fault. Argh. Okay, nevermind.


To add on to my misery, MY FACE FREAKING HURTS!!! Zzz. Its so PAIN!!!! Sigh. There's this burning sensation now.
Ouch. It hurts. Darn.
Its rough, its red!! Sigh...


Okay i wanna sleep now. Lol. Nighty guys.


Peace yeah ?


ciao.


Best of You

I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you
Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Oh...