Am i stupid or am i stupid!?

Day 159



Okay, the purpose of this entry aint for no one else but the three person i mentioned in the pervious post. So, if yu have yet to read the previous post, please scroll down and read it first before yu read this.
Okay, so i doubt anyone would really do so, but please. Respect my words yeah? Do as i say. Then yu'll know who i'm referring to and why am i posting this.

Thank yu all.



Sherry,
i may not know whats wrong, but i think yu should say? dont leave me hanging in the air with just a tag saying yu're sad. Whats wrong? Hols ending ? yu missing me too much? What what what??
sigh, i'm not in a good mood either. Zzz
Anyway, tell me asap a'ight? =)
Miss ya!



Fab : I'm so sorry dear. I didnt get to go online and read everyone's blog.. I'm really sorry. Man, i'm feeling so guilty for not being there. And yu mentioned my name in ya post! T.T
I'm so so so so so sorry my dear. Really very sorry. Sigh.
Whatever happened? Who said those stuffs that made yu so pissed? What actually happened in sch? Oh man..
I'm really sorry. I should've been there!! Sorry man. I'm really really sorry.
I need yu, min and stef just the way yu guys need me. Sigh, I'm beginnning to think this "growing up" thing is a total bull.
I want the old days.. I want the old me. I want the old US!!! Argh.
Sometimes i'd really wish.. Everything could go back to where it was. The good old days. Where there was no troubles, no worries no NOTHING!!!
Darn! but then again, i have to admit. I Cant do without my secondary sch friends either.
Sigh, fabby dear, do take care a'ight? I'll stop that 30 years thingy. We'll all meet up. SOON. =) I miss yu!! Love ya..



Ahem. To, yu know very well who yu are.

I dont know what else can i say, but i just wanna tell yu, i dont mean it when i say yu're always assuming how people around yu think.
I'm not trying say that yu're paranoid and all but, i'm just trying to tell yu, things arent what yu think they are? But because yu're always thinking yu're at fault, yu end up brooding over it.
Sigh.
For the first time, i'm speechless. Funny huh? It seems as though i always have alot of things to say back to ya but this time, i'm totally speechless.
Looks like the words got lost.
Guess it ran to the drama series..
Lol. Sorry, was trying to be lame here. Do yu guys catch it? Okay, i'm a lousy joker.
I dont know man, what else can i say to make yu feel better.
I dont even know who's that fucker who betrayed yu. Should i use betrayed or backstabbed? I know that feeling sucks. I've had such experiences before too.
I seriously dont know what else can i say or do to make yu feel better but i really feel so darn useless. I'm sorry too. For not being there when yu needed someone.
This really isnt to make yu feel better but, yu're really one of the rare few, whom really can see through me. As in, yu know what i'm thinking and whether i'm faking a laughter. I dont know if the last one's a thing yu know, but at least yu bother to ask.
Yu know how many freaking people out there who doesnt even bother? (No, i'm not referring to anyone in particular. No one's on my mind now.)
I dont dare say i'm anyone important or even, close to yu, but at least i think yu ARE important to me. I seriously dont give a fuck to what others say no more. They can god damn give any freaking comments they want to. I cant be bothered no more.
Dont let what yu think affect yu. And please, dont even go attempt what yu wanted to practice written in ya blog.
Yu dont wanna hear no preaching dont yu? Dont do it then.
There're people around who cares, who bothers. Dont shun them off like that okay.
Yeah yeah yeah, so i AM saying i'm one of em. Aye, i care okay. So, i dont show. But, that doesnt mean nothing!
Dots, i'm blabbering nonsense again. God damn it.
okay, i think i'm running outta words. I had alot to write just now but damn, i think my sstm's working up again. Freak. I cant remember a single thing i wanted to write. Shyt. But anyhow, i just want yu to know, this ear here, will always be there for ya. Yu get me right? I'm just a sms/msn/phone call/or even, not to mention, 2 blocks away!! Lol.
Yu'll always have me. Yeah? A'ight?


Zzz, dont even know why i mentioned that when i know that person's not gonna bother. -.- Lol. Okay, i'm still at ph's house. And i'd better get going. It's 3.06am.
Darn. I took more than an hour to type this out. Shyt.
Okay.
Oh!!! zzz Shyt. I forgot what i wanted to type. DAMN IT!!!!! ...
I need a shrink. Anyone ??
Oh, that anoymous has yet to reply. I wonder who is that...!?




Okay. Really gotta go.



ciao