Something's wrong...

Day 124




Hmm. i've been counting down to this day, but, aye. had to call it off. my friend couldnt make it today to watch "Batman Begins" with me. The first day eh! wanna watch it sooooo much. Ahh~ complaining here aint gonna help nothing. She doesnt even know i have a blog -.- lol~ peeps, call me out!! then we'll watch batman!!! huh huh huh??? okay?? haha. that'll definitely make my day.



Hmmm. i've changed my title, and added something. look around.. above my title. haha~ Stephy rocks!!! hee. she's one babe~ just like yang yi and angelina jolie. Oh, have i blogged about angelina jolie? the one i think she's damn damn damn extremely sexy and her eyes... WOOSH~ =x lol~ she is eh. go watch mr & mrs smith now!! dont wait till yu're free. good shows are worth watching immediately. haha helping them to advertise their show. lol~



Hmm. i just went to the loo to freshen up. feeling alil sleepy just now. i slept at 2 last night. i think. woke up at 7.45 and 8. argh was late for work. lucky the journey aint that far either. my dad sent me here. took less than 15 mins. reached the area around 8.35 but due to some traffic jam, and stuff i got off the car at 8.45am. reached office around 8.50am i think. kinda boring.. haha i just went to take a coke to drink. i shouldnt be though. =x something's very wrong with me. i dont know what. i think i'm sick? maybe not.. i dont know. i'm having this very bad sore throat. my throat hurts like mad. there's this burning sensation in there. and i keep sneezing. keep blowing my nose! and another thing, haha good for dieting. i've lost all appetite. Lol. now's 11.13am. i didnt take breakfast. by right, i should feel hungry at around 10 and have to tolerate till lunch but until now, my stomach have yet to growl.. ~ maybe i'm just not hungry yet. No appetite eh. No, its not cause of anything. i'm just sick.



Ah, just to let yu peeps know in case someone's actually gloating over my ipod incident. Nothing's wrong! haha i felt like a idiot yesterday. my ipod was outta batt. but the thing was, i went home to charge, nothing came out i used my usb port to charge, nothing too. zzz my ipod hates me. lol~



Hmm. actually i really really dont wanna talk about such things now.. but, i just have to. i needa say a few things. i find friendship a really miraculous thing. Should i say it as a thing? or.. hmm. alright. friendshit is miraculous. lol~ hmm. phrase like, i care for yu, i love yu my friend, i'm showing concern etc. are only phrases and words people say. When it comes to action, nothing's being done. (ahh, just like me. lol. i apologise. i am not a good friend at all. my words are there but my action aint there.) Why do people run away when their friends need help? Many a times, people dont even bother asking whats wrong. the only people who really cares are those who understand yu . there isnt a need to understand extremely well cause, being able to actually understand one, is already a great deed. ever wondered why? that is because, yu'll be able to see through that person. its not really good to reveal yur good friend but, friends are to be honest with. the person who's always scolding yu and revealing yu is someone, yu should really cherish for life. unlike some, who are hypocritical. people tend to be unable to see who exactly are yur true friends. thats why we all walk the wrong path. i'm not saying everyone walked the wrong path. (i did.) but there will definitely be one time, yu choosed the wrong friend to walk this path with or, yu choosed the wrong path and ditched yur true friends to go with other company. There are two kinds of true friends yu should really watch out though. watch out in a sense, grab them and make them yur best friend. be true to them eh. and yu'll definitely enjoy this road down together. The first type, they dont say they care, they dont show it, they contact yu once in awhile but when something happens to yu, they're always the first to ask yu whats wrong. the second type, they do sya they care, they do show it sometimes, they care alot in front of yu and behind, they always joke about stuff with yu, they always sit quietly next to yu just to wait for yu to tell them, what is wrong with yu, they dont contact yu that often but its okay, and, they are definitely the one's yu can count on whenever anything happens because they, too are always the first ones to show yu how much they care.. of course, quarrels are inevitable. quarrels always strengthen yur bond with ya friends even more.


I've definitely found em. definitely, conclusively, absolutely clear. I'd like to quote a sentence from energy's latest song and change alil though the actual one is too, what i find true. even towards friends. but, the one i've changed is too, true! =p
Actual sentence : 爱你不是想要听你感谢我
My changed version : 关心你不是想要听你感谢我


Kinda true huh? showing care and concern for a friend isnt to say thank yu.. i finally understand it. thanks.. yu know who yu are. i'm not thankin yu for last night, but for letting me understand this. also, as long as yu're with me, i'm seriously not gonna let anyone or thing affect me. cause, haha dont want yu to worry! so, are yu peeps convinced now? i'm fine. i really am. its just another person gone. treat it as i've never known her before then. it dont matter what she said. let her be.. okay? =) love ya! *winks*


here's an apology to all my friends and a very very big thank yu. and, i love yu peeps too! haha not as much as the one above though. lol! =x alright, lunch time..


Bye!


*to view the chinese words, please go to the view icon above and scroll to the encoding part and click unicode. thanks =)



2:35pm


Something to add on. i ate my lunch eh. yoshi. didnt finish em though. couldnt finish. think i'm really sick. i'm feeling alil giddy here... my throat seriously hurts like hell. sigh. and i keep sneezing !!! it wont stop. zzz i've only spoken a word today. "thank yu" to the counter at yoshi. haha~ i think i cant really talk too. my throat hurts. shyt. whats happening to me. i have to "dong"!!! till tmw. yawns... okay! back to work. off to grab my third coke too. hahaahahahha =p bye