Fragile..

Day 137




Life..
It's so fragile. Especially when we grow old. Just a simple fall can make yu break some bones somewhere. Even now, at my age, we get broken limbs or dislocated limbs.

A good friend of mine, just lost her gram. I'm feeling soooo bad. Cause she msged me few days ago and i failed to reply. I'm so sorry. I really didnt mean it.. I'm so sorry. I should've been there. My phone's kinda nuts so its like.. Oh, i dont know how to say it. I'm just so sorry. I know yu aint gonna blame me but i'm sorry. Try to take things lighter.. Dont cope ya'self at home. It aint good at all. Okay? Call me whenever yu're down. I'll make sure i'm free. I promise.

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Sigh. People, cherish yur love ones around yu. Also, take good care of yurself. Ahh, i'm starting to feel so hmm. Contradicting. Haha. Cause well, i dont even take care of myself. Until now, i'm still lame. I cant walk properly at all. I'm still limping away. Haha, so, i'm like, kinda contradicting. I aint taking good care of myself at all. Lol. My illness aint gone and stuff. Yawns. I dont know. I dont feel like seeing a doc for nothing.


Anyway, i'm in so much pain. Well, physically. My leg hurts and last night, some part of my face fell. There's this thing grown at the corner of my eye and i was scratching and scratching when it suddenly came off! Oh god. It bled. Yeah, and it hurts. ahh. Pain.


I'm deprived of sleep. Thanks to yuting. She called me at 12.25am last night. And blah blah blah, we chatted till 3 am! I woke up at 7.20am this morning. Yawns.. Talked about alota stuffs. Wow, she really can talk alot these days. Haha.


Seriously think i'm so boring. I dont talk bout my life huh? Thats what she said. She says i'm always keeping quiet and listening. Otherwise, i'm talking bout someone else or i'm crapping around. Always not talking bout my own stuff.


What !? I'm a good listener what. Am i not? =D Heh. I dont know.. I only know my stomach's rumbling. I think i needa use the loo. Haha, its always like that. Zzz. And its soooo embarassing to be doing business in the loo. Lol.


Anyway, due to my leg, i've been trying to keep my butt on the chair all day. Haha. Oh!! And, my com's down. I dont know why. I cant seem to use the net. It keeps showing some stupid warning msgs. So pissed off. Keep asking my bro to do something and he doesnt wanna help a single bit. He's kinda pissing me off. Always showing that face and playing game. Thats all he does all day. Sickening. And!! He eavesdrop my conversations!! What a brother. -.-


Ahh, i still miss everyone from the MBS Recording band. Sigh.. I'm missing a certain peeps too. Havent been meeting up for sometime. Ahh, Kang ze yu! Yu better tag! Sherry Tan, Goeyaeng, Laykoon and Jasmine! Yu guys too! Ahh...


Anyway, i'm really impressed with some peeps determination. Lol. They can REALLY preach. Especially in their blog. They wont sign off blogspot.com until they've made my eyes go blind from their incredibly small fonts and that loada words. Wow. Like, thanking god for everything.... blah blah blah. Lol. =x Opps. Shouldnt be bitching around huh? haha!


I gotta go. Will try to blog again soon. Yup. Peace out y'all. =)



Bye~

Current Song Playing.. One Sweet Day. By, Mariah Carey Feat Boyz II Men.