Day 128




Hmm. Nice song i got for my blog eh ?? I loveeee this song to bits man. I dont know, maybe its the lyrics? I dont know..



Hmm. Was talking to laykoon just now bout this friend i've just lost. It's kinda sensative to mention her name soo... yup. I dont know, i'm starting to feel.. Maybe i am the one at fault? Well, she does have her reason for everything and stuff but its like, i dont know.. Aye~ i dont seem to know anything no more. Well, i'm always saying i dont know i dont know. The fact is, i really dont! I seriously hate promises now. I hate people who tell me they'll do this and they wont at the end of the day or people who tell me they'll stay with me no matte what happens. Ahh~ Bull.



Anyway, tmw is the day of our band recording. So is the day edison's coming. Well, i'm not really interested in him. Just wanna see Jay actually. Like what kaimin said, everytime we say jay, we have to pay (concert), this time, we dont. Cause he's coming to "xuan chuan". Yup So.. We'll See.



Sometimes i'll think about the past. All the way back from primary sch times. The stupid things i've done before and stuff. Then, now secondary sch stuffs and on and on. Then, i suddenly realised. I'm not a person with good human relations. I'm not really a good person afterall. Cause it seems like, i cant hang out with a group for long. After a while, we'll drift and stuff. This is kinda saddening but i seriously think i cant do much. Like for now, the band thingy. I think the few of us will definitely definitely not meet after the recordings. All those nonsense bout meeting up when when when. Sigh. Kinda getting sick of all these. Which times will we actually meet? I dont know man. I seriously dont wanna wait. But i think i'm the one who's most free. Maybe i should make myself more busy. Hey, there ARE things for me to do okay. I just dont wanna.



Anyway. Wish me luck k. Then my hips wont hurt till the recording ends and that i wont cough halfway through or we'll have to re-record. ~~ lol~



Okay. gone~



Bye~