Day 122



Hey peeps. Alright, its suppose to be time for lunch i know but i'm waiting for mr poh hup to come by and join me for lunch. Meanwhile, i needa say something. I just knew that person would blog what happened down so, i read. And, of course. much as i expected, she did.



Firstly, if yu think by constantly msging me and calling me everyday for the past few months early in the morning when yu KNOW i'll still be asleep is trying to show care and concern? Is that trying to maintain our friendship? Do yu know what that is called? That is constantly irritating me. Secondly, finding a friend only when yur bf is in camp or when yur bf isnt bothering yu or even, when yur bf is overseas isnt called trying to keep a lost friend in touch. And by the way, i'm not lost. i just dont wanna meet yu and hear yu go telling me about yur bf's stuff. I'm god damn sick of it. Yu only think for yurself. Making me buy this and that for yu, accompanying yu to far places like queensway just to buy yur bf's birthday gift. get it? the whole picture is about yu and yur bf. Where do i stand anyway? Behind the line? No. Way back there. Thirdly, i've never mentioned anyone leaving me before. i only said people change. And yeah, they do change. Look at the drastic change in our freaking friendship. Thats one good example i have for yu. And i'm not taking a matured role in saying "i dont wanna quarrel with yu" just because i'm childish. Look who's the childish one. Take a look around man. Yu are the one constantly complaining here and there making alota comments and think about it. use yur HEART and think. have i ever complained? No. That's cause i still god damn treat yu as my friend. but have yu ever wondered my limitations? Thats has never crossed yur mind huh? Ha. Guess again. No. Which time yu asked me to do something, go somewhere or even buy something or check something, i've never checked for yu? Which time yu complained stuffs to me i've ignored yu? None. And if yu think yur life's busy, what about mine? yu've never once spared a thought for me. I'm busy but do yu know? Like the time yu walked past me at town and yu acted like yu didnt see me just because yur bf was next to yu? 5 years of friendship. 5 years. I've never complained as much as today. Think about it. If EVERYTHING's my fault. I'm not trying to say its all yur fault. I have my part of mistake too. But if yu were to let yur missy's temper run loose and think through, i'm not the only one at fault. Lastly, if yu really think yu're fine with all yur other friends, go ahead man. i'm not gonna bother at all. Why should i let yu affect my life? Though i know i'm so gonna regret this, but i dont care nonetheless. Yu wanted this. Not me. Remember this, yu wanted it. And, oh yar. yu can go tell all ya friends to watch out for me in town and stuff or bitch around about me, i dont care. yu can even say till the whole story's upside down and tell em i'm the one who started this i'm the one who wanted all this. i dont care neither. oh, and dont go writing in yur blog that i'm childish and stuff. yu know better who's more childish. maybe i am? maybe yu are. but i guess yu'll just deny it through though. And, dont presume yu know me very well. Yu dont. yu cant even make out my tone in sms-ing. so, stop saying yu understand me or yu know me very well. By the way, yur naked eye can never tell yu what a nick in msn means. it does not mean i like anyone. Think it through huh? yu should. This friendship? i might regret losing it, but i'm sure i'll definitely treasure the past. But i'll hope its not gonna be no nightmare. Oh, and dont quote anything from what i said into yur blog? that'll be disgusting. And if yu even wanna say i've changed, think about it again. Who changed even more. One last thing, bout that self-obssession part, i wonder who's more obssessed with herself and that bf of her's. yeah, yu've got a fantastic bf alright, thats what YU say YURSELF. but, guess what? i got a hell lota friends better than a bf. Dont think i'm being harsh here. i'm just returning yu what yu gave me. So, that's it for our friendship. bye.


Peeps, yu can change yur mind bout making friends with me, because i do have a temper. Its just that, i dont show, it that doesnt mean i'm that nice to bully. yar? Yup. kk gotta go.


Bye