Sigh. What am i thinking man.

Day 126




Sigh. i'm at poh hup's now. Gonne stay here for the night. Haha, with wayne. zz two guys and a girl.


Uh huh. No funny thinking there. There's nothing going on. I'm just here for the sake of playing. Dont wanna go home. So bored.


Wayne is pure irritating. A total lamer. Lol. Cant stand him!! Keep laming around fooling around and stuff. Zzz. And he's telling me bout his game. -.- Anyway. he has his own version of jay's song. LOL. Damn funny. Like, the maggi mee advert song? he recorded the song and went like "na na na na na " LOL its damn funny. hahahahhaahhhahahahahaha, I'm like, moving ph's laptop away from wayne so he doesnt sees what i'm typing. hmm. unless he chance upon my blog then i think i'll die. haha.



Sigh. i dont know whats wrong with me today. something is so wrong. I dont know what.. sigh. i'm gonna give up on the extreme english session soon man. I really needa use all the singlish. argh. bull crap. argh. haiz. something's wrong with me!!! help!!! someone, can anyone open me up? aye.... haiz. i dont know man. sigh.



Why does it seem like, i'm such a .. hmm. asshole? when people wants to talk to me, i dont feel like saying anything. And when i wanna talk, the other party either doesnt wanna talk or they have nothing else to.


Am i really such an asshole? i dont know. Sigh.


I seriously think i dont deserve any friends at all. I dont know.. i'm so idiotic. Here i am, being paranoin 10 minutes. GILO apa? Tapi tu la, no matter how many interviews you go, each one is different. Takleh nak practise langsong..

Anyhow the interview with Nestle went well, soalan yg ditanye tak susah and the interview was very pleasing, siap apologize kat aku lagi sbb byk sgt stages. FYI, there were 4 stages altogether. So I wasn't nervous at all. The pay is good too. Tapi org mesti tanye apsal nak keja kat Nestle sbb degree in ME.. lalala

Next week interview lagi.. Will be going to Penang again hahaha.. dah 4 kali aku pegik, including this.. Too much writing. Got to stopenang again hahaha.. dah 4 kali aku pegik, including this.. Too much writing. Got to stop