Day 57





Okay. i'm bored. i'm sad. i'm damn affected by alot of things. and i'm damn irritated. i'm very very very irritated. zzz



Oh. haha, anyway. i downloaded the whole F.I.R album liao. lol =x but i'll buy the album la. swear~ *cross heart* cause i'm their loyal fan! haha. i'll buy la. oh~ okay. i dont like that sylvester sim la. but i find he got 2 songs quite nice. dont know the name. hmmm. i shall go dl. =x lol~



aiya. today's such a bad day for me. i went to my big auntie's grandson, which is my nephew's 1 year old birthday. then, my bro heard my aunt telling another aunt, " why do they have to come when everyone's about to keep and has already eaten." zzz apparently, my family was late. so, they complained. zzz what the hell. the story goes like this, my dad's car's like so bloody small now la. we had to fetch my aunts and grandfather who lives next door and adding us, thats like, 8 people la. the bloody car is so small, that squeezing 6 people is already so squeezy la. how the hell are we supposed to squeeze in 8 people? so, my poor dad had to make 2 trips la. yu know the journey from serangoon to bedok takes at least 30 mins to 45 mins? he left the house at 1.08pm and came back at 2.13pm to fetch my aunts and grandfather there and then, came back to fetch us. how can he possibly reach there before 3? i dont understand how unreasonble they can be. and they had to talk behind our backs. shit. that made me more angry. my bro heard it, then, he started flaring up. sayin he dont wanna eat. at that time, we still didnt know what happen. then, when he finally told my mum, my mum told my dad and i overheard cause i was sitting next to them. piang. i was like, what the hell. when we came, they were already packing up lo. they didnt even wait for us can? and which idiot will put such celebrations in the afternoon? i seriously think they have no brains. so what if both my cousins are uni. grads? big shit? oh yar, and did i mention? one's a soon to be doctor the other, is pregnant again. the husband's so hiong la. juat gave birth only, and she's pregnant again. hiong right. zzz haiz. why do i have this feeling their doing this cause they feel that my bro and i cant study so their doing this? just cause my cousin's in nyjc? so what? why must they discriminate people? f**k. i'm so pissed off. i'm so irritated the whole day lo. i'm like... @#!^$#%#@$~@#%!#$^@%&.



i'm still very upset bout what happened yesterday. haiz. i'm feeling so.. haiz. dont know la. i cant even think properly!! ahhh. i feel like dying. stupid la. this world is crap. zzz i'm feeling so... zzz okay nothing. oh well. there's nothing much to say ler.



Oh yar. i still wanna apologise to that someone. i think she doesnt know my new url la. zzz but i dare not talk to her lei. lol~ haiz. k la. sorry mou mou mou~ lol. haiz.



k la bye