Day 55





Something's damn wrong with this stupid blogger. I couldn't come into this posting page for the past few days. Haiz. Okay, i'm really bored. I got nothing to do everyday. I cant even think properly. haiz. i dont even know whats wrong with me. Sigh..



Okay, i'm feeling sad and damn vexed. There're a couple or reasons la. First, i seriously didnt see this coming in no direction of my life la. Wifey told me, hebe's a les. Okay, get this straight. She heard it from the E-news. I dont know lei. Jia lat la. true or not!? I'm like.. so zzz now la. Got pictures of her and this bung. Oh my god. Dont know lei. Cant even differenciate anything no more. Haiz. Feeling so sian la. Ahhh. I wonder if there's a press conference or something. haha. then maybe she'll come out and settle this once and for all. And, maybe shun bian ask that Selina to say properly. If its true bout her and that luo zhi xiang ah.. I'm gonna fly to taiwan and slap the hell outta him! lol. Okay, very violent i know.



Haha. I think i'm like, so kiasu la. Since last month's 28th, i've been planning on something thats coming up this month. And its at the end la! lol. think i'm so kiasu. haha. i asked alot of people for some opinions and stuff la, then everyone was like, "camilia! when yu become so kiasu !? so auntie!" lol.. Aiya, i dont wanna last minute kalang kabo ma. lol~ i'm a well-organised person!!! LOL!! =x



I've been thinking bout the past. Die la, everything's coming back to me again. It's something like a vcr play. Yu click "play" and everything plays in the tv for yu, when yu click "pause/stop", it stops playing. But mine's like, so different. There's only a "play" button. There's no "pause/stop" at all. which means, it'll keep playing and playing and playing until i think of something else. The thing is, i've been thinking bout it these few days. Argh. It just wont stop. It'll haunt me everyday, every night until its totally settled. Argh. why must such things happen? its kinda killing me la. The best thing is, the one who's involve, wont make no comments on this. zzz. then what, leave it hanging there meh? aiya, but what can i do also la. I know i have my part of mistake in this, but, it definitely aint entirely my fault la. Okay, i know alot of people's gonna start asking me this and that. Dont la, i dont wanna answer anything regarding this. There's nothing to say also la. Its all over. I guess.. it'll all end soon. Let's hope. yup.



Haiyo. i'm kinda scared. i dont know if i've actually done something wrong. i tried talking to a friend la, then tell her to pick herself up and stuff la. Then.. dont know if i actually wrecked everything up lei. Jia lat. kinda worried. Hope i didnt do anything wrong. Sigh..



Okay. enough crap. Bye guys.