11/4/2005..

Day 58





Today is 11/4/2005. last year's today. i did something. Today's a very memorable day. Sigh.. i miss that something i did to that someone. argh. okay. i miss that person. zzz. haiz.. been feeling damn sad the whole of today. haiz. i dont know how to say what happened last year's today.. but, i can only say, i really really meant what i said to that person. until today.. although many things have changed in many ways, what i said, will never. it'll still be the same. nothing will change. haiz.. dont know la. let's hope this somebody, knows i'm who i'm talking bout. sigh~ well, i'm not god. i cant change anything.. i can only say that since so much has happened, it made me realise i should do something.. but, aiya. sua. i know it's all useless ler. haiz. seriously, i hope everything will change back to what we were like last year.. i really hope. but i know its impossible.. i cant turn back time, i cant change the facts, i cant change history and, i can never do anymore things.



Oh well. let's not talk bout sad stuff. okay, today i went to toa payoh with goey. i woke up at 14.55pm la. =x okay. i'm a pig. i know. then we went to the da pa dang to eat. well, only me la.. there's like, nothing to eat lo so i ate chicken rice. and, its the first time i ate chicken rice that has dao gei as garnishing. haha. even goey gave me that "huh?" look. lol~ haiz. then we shopped around la. as usual. popular! haha. bought some stuffs. hmm. then we waited for jasmine's auntie deborah to come and pass me the JJ's burned cd -.- hey hey hey. i'm against piracy la, but.. aiya! heck la. its not S.H.E/F.I.R nor Jay ma~ lol~ anyway! i put iPod only what!! iPod is legal music ~~ =x k la. then after that i went to jasmine's house with goey. so sian. i feel so sick. i feel so cold today. haiz~ something's wrong with me..



Anyway! 13 days more!! haha. i have to faster do whatever i should oh yar, just to let everyone know. i'm a very useless and unwanted kid. No school wants me. currently. Sp and Nyp doesnt want me. And i received a stupid ITE letter. zzz. That's so shitty. That's so discouraging. i felt like running out into the road when i saw it. -.- but, aiya. dont know lA~ k la. i shall end here.



Bye~