Day 24




I just bought a brand new iPod mini. Silver casing. Quite cheap but i aint gonna state the price here. Not gonna advertise for that shop in Sim Lim. not bad la, its quite user friendly. Feeling happy yet angry.


Anyway, i posted a new post few days ago but it wasnt successful. Okay. i shall air my unhappiness here. I dont care who's gonna read this or who's gonna comment on this entry but i think if yu guys are the one in my shoes, yu'll probably feel the same way, do something more or just walk out.


i dont wanna say so much, so i shall just cut short my story. i was told my bro wont be getting a new phone just yet and i trusted my mum and dad. 2 days ago, they got him a new phone. the very day i asked them if they got my bro a new phone. And they said no. Okay, can yu imagine the feeling of being bluffed by yur parents? let me tell yu how i felt then. I felt so unwanted. So insecure. So stupid to believe them. So gullible. i thought only people outside my family lies. Now i learnt one thing. Everyone in this world LIES. they lie to yu about practically everything. Even people closest to yu lies. I guess i should wake up my stupid idea. And tell myself that i can never trust anyone now. Well, as in. Not that much. Argh. felt like a total fool. I got so angry i wanted to just walk out of my house and not go back. But, i couldnt. Freak. I felt so stupid. And the best thing is, even my bro's gf lied. I remember asking her bout his new phone. I'm really so freaking pissed. i've not spoken to them for 2 whole days. i dont care. this is gonna go on. I dont give a shit no more. Since they wanna play it this way, so will i.



I know yu guys will say, no matter what they're still my parents, my bro. So what? if they dont give a shit bout me, why should i ? even my iPod is bought using my own money lo. so, why bother.



okay, i shall not talk bout that. about my results, i'm sure alot of people wants to know. Hm. sorry, i really dont feel like telling anyone. Only can say that, i'm eligible for poly. few courses only. so. yu should know how bad i fare ba. Yup.



Things between people change when yu step into another stage. Sigh. i can feel the diff between some people and me. Despite all the bad treatments, i dont mind. I just wanna hang out more. But i know yu wont budge. So, its alright la. just want yu to know, i'll always be there. waiting for yur sms or call. Haiz. just wanna apologise for everything i've done that once hurt yu.. i'm sorry. This applies to certain people too. Yup. A'ight. Take care guys.



Bye ~