sigh. here i am. at poh hup's house blogging. there is absolutely nothing for me to do but blog. Haiz.. Today i9s suppose to be a happy and filled with laughter day. I really dont know what is wrong. Haiz... i'm like. Aiyo.. haiz. i think only ben, william and junyi know what i did just now. And, only william knows what really happened. Haiz.. I shall not say much. I just wanna complain alittle. But... i know if writing it here, its gonna affect certain people. Haiz... forget it man. Sigh.. i'm feeling this pain inside me.. haiz. ARGH!!!! why the hell is this always happening!? haiz.. man. think i'm drinking and.. hmm talking too much nonsense. must control anit. but, aiya. who cares!? sigh.


Sherry's leaving tomorrow. Haiz.. i dont know what to say or type. i'm in such a lost state i dont even know what to do now. Haiz.. ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont know what to give her.. i dont know what kind of memory i left for her as friend. Ha. a friend who left her and blamed her on her last night. haiz.. i know yu dont read my blog.. and the rest of yu too.. (those who were there just now) but i just wanna apologise for everything that happened just now.. i'm sorry. i shouldnt have just left like that. so sorry. but, haiz. forget it.. its all over. its not gonna happen anymore.. there wont be a chance to too.. haiz. sherry... just wanna tell yu, bon voyage, sorry, i'm really really sorry and, i really treasure yu as a friend. please come back asap..


haiz. i dont know what else to type liao. i'm just feeling so damn zzz even though i'm suppoesd to have fun here. lets hope poh hup doesnt see this entry. I'm really trying to put on the strongest front i have for his bbq.. but behind.. who knows. sigh.. k la. bye.


yu know who yu are.. : sorry, i shouldnt have left just like that. i'm sorry.. its no one's fault.. Neither yur's nor ------- nor ------ . its mine.. serious. i shouldnt have left like that. i'm not angry. i'm serious.. just.. believe me this once more. i'm not angyr or unhappy at anything.. the next outing is not gonna end up like today anymore.. i promise. sigh.. sorry.. anyway.. i was actually near yur house to pass yu an umbrella until yu msged me they're back.. its okay.. take care.