Hm. I have a lot of things to say today. actually is the past few days la.. but i shall accumulate it and say it today. i'll keep it short and sweet la, so dont have to worry bout me writing a novel.


Firstly, my elbow's alright ler, its slowly recovering itself la. with the plaster the doctor gave me.. thanks to everyone who's concerned bout me and my elbow. Thank yu all~


Second, tmw's cny ler, i'd like to wish everyone a happy new year! hope everyone had a nice and filling reunion dinner later. i'm gonna have mine soon


Third, i went back to bartley today. Okay la, i was kinda late. cause i went to eat breakfast with my parents then went home to change. then let junyi and jasmine scold -.- not really scold la, just erm. say say lo. Hm. saw sandra at the registration station. So act shou with me, then walked with me to the hall somemore. the school looks so blue. Man, i always think it looks blue.. Sigh. i really miss the memories buried in the old sch [before the renovation]. too bad.. the person whom i want to share the memories with, isnt aware of it. Instead, that person wants to share their's with someone else.. sigh. Oh well. went into the hall to see like, 2 whole long rows of people. There were the batches that graduated 3 years ago, 2 years ago and my year. didnt really expect to see so many people. cause i along thought that bartley's a place everyone cant wait to get out of. lol. anyway, jasmine was in a mini skirt and a singlet today. So surprising. first time seeing her in a skirt. =x alright la, my dear mary, yu look perfectly nice. =) anyway, i was sitting on the chair until i heard some people talking then, i looked up and i saw shu juan with some other girl talking. They were the emcees. My god. i was like, "huh!?" well, thats basically cause shu juan looked so ... wow. pretty. chio bu. that were the first two words that floated past my mind at that time. [okay, i sound kinda sick. but really ma, i'm just writing what i think.] anyway, she was introducing something but i couldnt hear what she was saying cause i was talking to ferlicia bout something then, i saw a group of people walking up the stage. i was thinking, "man, another boring performance." then, i saw this familiar figure. i dont have perfect eyesight, so, be glad i can see that figure despite sitting so far. okay la, i was wearing contacts though. lol. when everyone stood properly and accordingly, then i saw who it was. Haha. Yvonne lim ~! lol. she was in this pink tee-shirt and denim mini skirt. Aye SEH! chio lei.. lol =x cute la cute la.. [please dont kill me after reading this] here's the interesting and stupid part. they finished the performance already, [by the way, did i mention this? she's in choir.] and is supposed to go into the hall and sit at the back ma, so i told ferlicia, "eh! yvonne coming here to sit lei. haha!" then she was like, " shi meh? where?" then i said, "wait la.." then she replied, "no la, i dont think she's coming back here la." then i said, "dont have i tok my head give yu take as ball kick, gouge my eye let yu play ping pong" then we just waited. lol sounds so.. pervertic and sick sia. lol then we were staring at the door, then the councillor opened the door. she really walked through it. thanks to ferlicia. -.- she was like, *waving frantically* "yvonne~ yvonne~ YVONNE~!" .... -.- i ji tao bo wei gong. then she turned around and ferlicia kept waving. -.- thanks ah lim yee ting. zzz oh, why am i calling yu. lol yu also dont read my blog. lol. -.- i stood up and said, "whoa lau, ni men hen lame lei." then dragged junyi out. Haha. la la la. -.-" oh well.. anyway, saw alot of teachers and old students blah blah blah. aye. haiz. didnt have the courage to greet some people and talk. zzz. sian diao. then, junyi, jasmine, goeyaeng, laykoon and me went to eat at bishan. We walked around for quite long before deciding on sakae sushi. haha. feeling so broke now. jasmine and laykoon acted like they haven met in like, 3 to 4 years. -.- so noisy sia put both of them together. lol they can talk bout practically everything under the sun. lol~ anyway, we went home after eating and walking awhile..


Fourth, i received something yesterday. after reading it, i really have alot of thoughts running through my mind. maybe its because i dont seem to be serious at times.. but, does it mean that i'm always not serious? Sigh. i dont know. i often complain how selfish people are, how people are always making use of me and stuff but never have i once occurred to myself, i am too, making use of someone. i really dont know.. but i only know, sometimes, somethings, are not supposed to be make known. no one knows. but, forget it. its all over and done. Even if i say it now, that its true, i did before.. it'll all be useless. also, i realised i'm so forgettful and irresponsible. yeah. So i am.. Okay. So, next time, dont trust me, dont confide in me, dont do anything with me.. I'm just a useless piece of shit, just another face in the crowd to everyone. I'm nobody..


Lastly, i just wanna let some people know this. i do know somethings, i just keep quiet. I do realise what's happening, i just dont wanna mention it. I know what i'm doing, i just dont see the need to explain. i have eyes, i can see. i have ears, i can hear. i have a mouth, but never will i ever question or ask further. i have a mind, and it was partially occupied with certain things in the past, but now, its all blank. i maybe indecisive, but i know whats good for everyone. i dont inform, doesnt mean i'm irresponsible. i have words to say, but i guess it'll never come out of my mouth ever...


okay, bye guys. reunion dinner time. have fun.