Yvonne.

Special entry one.




YVONNE LIM!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! =)


dont think i've forgotten bout it ~ my memory aint that bad okay. Its just that, i dont show only ma. hey, i really wanna slap yu lei! why always so sad!? i told yu before. I'll be there for yu no matter what! (regina, see this liao dont jealous. I'll be there for yu too.) Note : NO MATTER WHAT. even if i'm on my er.. dying bed. Really~ dont think i'm siao or what, but honestly, yu, regina and junyi, are few of the most least people i can share something to.. So, yu 3 are very important to me yu know!? So, how can yu keep something from me!? I'm sorry i've not spent much time on yu recently or ever since i've graduated but that doesnt mean i dont care. okay la, i always find lame things to crap with yu, but at least got contact ma. Dont always say yu're alright when yu're not. Dont hide any feelings at anytime. There's no need to lo. What's the use of hiding? Yu're making yurself more unhappy and uncomfortable only. I dont see the need of acting normal when yu're not.


Okay, i know i do that ALL the time but look, at least i know how act better. =p i know yu lo.. stop acting strong. yu may seem strong on the outside but when yu take a look inside, its weak. i know that kinda feeling. if yu're sad, show it. if yu're happy, show it. I see no wrong in showing all yur emotions or feelings. i'm serious, once the limit reaches, yu'll suffer from depression. Please, please, please, please...!!!!! dont do that to yurself. Yu're like, so important to me lo. I dont wanna lose such a person like yu in my life. Get it !?


wait, i must emphasize this. I'm not forcing yu to tell me everything that's going on in yur life but, i beg yu la. yu have to open up to people to let off that load in yur heart. if yu dont want, then what are friends for? i know yu're hurt, yu're sad, yu're not alright but yu still put on a strong front. what for? i really dont understand.. Letting one person or two know whats wrong wont kill.


This is very serious. at least, to me. its known as, happy birthday. NOT sad birthday. since people wish yu, HAPPY birthday, yu SHOULD be happy. And, if yu still continue to keep things from me... piang. DONT TALK TO ME EVER AGAIN.
okay la, that doesnt really work. cause yu know, i made a promise to yu before. yu're the last person..... i'll ever...... do something on. lol. only yu and i know lei. dont make known~ =p


Bu zhi bu jue, i think i've written a novel again. Damn. Alot of people's gonna complain again BUT. heck. this freaking entry aint for yu guys. its only for one person. and it aint yu! its the person i stated. LOL.


Sometimes, all i ask of, is everyone around me to be happy.


I just want yu to be happy!! anyway...... happy birthday once again!!! yu can officially play pool, watch nc16 shows and yu are legal to have sex!!! =x OPPS!!! sorry. lao mao bing. LOL! k la, i really hope this entry did make yu smile. at least once.. dont make me feel useless.. =s


Hope yu enjoy it okay? please say yu will. =x i machiam zi wen zi da lei. piang~ lol. k la ~ got miss me bo? lol~ eh, yur memory got so bad ma? say will be there for yu ler. still say yu like dont have anyone. Kao~ dont like that lei! i'm not dead yet! lol.


okay la.. i end this entry here okay? =) kinda late ler. 2 am liao~ tmw needa wake up early lei. anyway.. hmm. never mind . lol hehe take care!!!!!! very good care of yurself! must tell me if anything happens! and, i miss yu lei! lol. oh! i saw yu in sch the other day. but, yu walked so fast. i only saw yur backview. zzzzzzz k la. bye~