opps

Opps....... haha. didnt blog for like...... sooooooo long. lol. sorry man~~ didnt have the time to blog ma. not really didnt have the time to blog la is went out lo. then didnt blog lo. haha.


Anyway, merry christmas to all!! haha. How did everyone spent their christmas?? I spent mine in orchard! Oh man, stayed there till like, 4 plus ! then reached home around 5 plus i guess. My legs ache like hell!! now i know, it feels great to lie on yur bed! Lol. Anyway, had fun la. But the spraying i got was incorrigible. Man! those indians. Zzz. Okay, i'm racist. I Hate those indians. BUT! only those that were there the other day. It does not include others. =x


Hmm. Got hooked up with some old friends recently. Quite cool. Started talking to everyone and like, ask how they are and stuff. Recently kinda close with Ben (not the benjamin in bartley!). Hmm.. dont know lei. Use to like him. And like.. Alot. Haiz. Bad memories. Almost got together too...... dont even know why it didnt work out though i wished it did. Sigh. Kinda missed some of the days..... oh, i remembered one night, our conversation. He asked something.......... ummm. Oh well. It shall be kept a secret. *winks*


Oh!! must say something. The other day, i was quite unhappy. I think it was sunday. i went to bishan with jiaxin and yiwen to see xiao zhu, luo zhi xiang. Then jasmine msged me la. Telling me regina can go out and even jio her out. Basket. Everytime i ask her out she cant, when she can, she dont even ask me. Zzz. Okay, i admit, it makes no difference but, it still feels different. haiz. Oh well. The climax? When i first saw her. She was wearing this red tee-shirt, with her S&K brown skirt and this....... high cut BOOTS. okay, the thing is. I dont like people in boots. I dont know why. maybe its some incident. But i really dont like people in boots. i felt so..... funny. DAMN funny. Its alright if she's in damn damn damn short skirt but boots!? ... i felt so irritated that day too. They wanna go orchard i also sua. But, they dont even know where to go. Then keep hanging at a place for awhile before going aimlessly to somewhere else. then i felt very irritated lo. The worse thing is, alot of eyes were on regina. AND. i dont like it. first, she's my wife. second, i dont like the boots!!!! third, what the hell is there to stare!?!? i wanted to tell them to STOP staring at her legs lo. DAMN! totally turned off. got kinda agitated that day though. Argh. dont know la. just dont like it. Oh! we saw flora on the way back that day! missed her soooooo much!! haha flora~~ *muack~~* lol anyway, -.- she was staring at regina's legs TOO. zzz. then i was like, "wei, kan she me kan!? qu kan ni zi ji de regina. bu yao lai gao wo de ! " lol. then oh well. cracked a joke here and there la. Lol. Then i sent regina home la. Send her home also so gang kor. She damn naggy lo!! whoa. Honestly, i walked so much those few days that my legs ache after a slight distance lo. Sigh. but still struggled home la..


Anyway, was talking to Ben(as stated above, not the one in bartley!!!) just now. then.. just chat la. Wanted to tell him something bout the first few questions he asked.. but.. forget it. Sorry i lied~ had to. Will tell yu when its time la~ lol.


Hmm. just read somebody's blog... whoa. Eh, whats so serious? Lai, wo men lai tan xin shi. Always say i'm the first to understand yu very fast, yet, yu always dont wanna tell me what exactly is happening. Haiz. why everyone like that de~ i'm not someone who's easily affected by whats happening around yu la. Aiyo... okay la. Maybe a bit. BUT! keeping me in the dark not letting me know is only gonna make things worse. yu wont know what i'm thinking. I'm very paranoid. pessismestic. bu ler guan. bad-tempered and irritating person. Recently, i realised, i'm really stupid. Stupid to core. stupid till i let someone use and i dont even know. This aint the first time. so, next time, people~ yu got something else to reprimand me for. Stupid. For being a total dumb fool.


Sometimes.. i just wish, everyone would just open up to me. So, i wont have to start worrying or guessing whats wrong with them. Haiz. if only... then it'll be great.


Started writing somethings recently. just felt like writing my feelings for the day. haiz.. never seem to be able to express myself well instead, i'll make a big mess outta nothing. Haiz. i'm such a failure~ oh well. guess this is just one of the nights where i just feel like taking it out on my blog. Sorry blog~ lol


Okay, will try to post a new post asap! =)


Bye.