Johnny's in town

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Jie kou?? =x

Yo yo !! So long never blog ler.. So many things happened these few days. But then, bo bian la. O's ma. Haiz. Firstly, a very very big thank yu to all those who accompanied me to study, made me study, wished me luck and those who talked with me throughout the night. Thank yu guys so much. Guess i wont have much determination if it weren't for yu guys. =) Thank yu all so so so much! But then, dont hold too much hopes on me too. I dont think i'll do very well. Sigh.

Secondly, i wannw wish all those taking o's, and a's good luck =) must do very very well k? This applies to all those in JCs [yu know who yu are], In bartley, Used to be in MBS and alot more~ =x

Hmm.. Shall talk about the past few days. Haiz, not really good. Haven been sleeping for 2 days ler, due to the exams. I know, i know. Cannot stress myself too much la, cannot dont sleep.. Okay la.. I wont, i wont. Wo hui ting hua =x

I wonder whats with people nowadays.. So long ago de shi ler, they still wanna rake it up. Never mind lo, still keep saying and saying.. Haiz. Then during my exams keep calling me to say all those stuff.. Haiz. I dont understand. Its already 2 years. What else can i do? Even if i have not moved on, so be it. Let me be. Dont tell me things yu know will make me confused and make me anyhow think can? I'm really really tired yu know? I'm still having exams lo. Stop doing stuff that will distract me.. I'm tired. Very tired. Yu know something? Not only yu have problems. So do i lo. I may not have as much problems as yu do, or even. My problems maybe something minor to yu but for god's sake. It's mine. I know how major it is. Cause i'm the one going through all these. Not yu. I'm very sick of all these liao lo.. Then yu come and tell me all those stuff to what? Make me dong xin? Yu seriously think i will? I dont even know how i feel now.. I dont even know if i am still.. Yu get it or not!? haiz. If yu're trying to mock at me, go ahead. But i wont be defeated. Cause i know i'll have at least one person to support me all the way. When yu asked me, who i believe, honestly, i believe the other more than yu. I dont even know whether yu're speaking the truth. The best thing is, i didnt even hear the other's story. How am i suppose to deduce who is right, who is wrong? And yu just keep pressing for the answer.. How to? Use what to answer? yes, i believe yu? .. Sorry, i'm not a hypocrite. I dont wanna lose a friend like yu. But if we're not gonna come clear in this problem, nothing can continue.. Not even our friendship. Yu know what issues i'm talking about.. I dont have to make it this clear. Dont drag other people in.

Haiz, okay sorry. Shant go on about that. Just that, i'm feeling very vexed now. Argh. let's hope someone can tell me what i can do man.. Haiz. I dont wanna affect people who gets affected easily by other people's problem. Those people, yu know who yu are.. *winks* But thanks for asking k? =)

Anyway, i updated few things to my blog too.. Hehe, thank yu sylvia~~ For hosting me. My song is hosted through her.. Haha. thanks hoh~ she upload for me very long lei.. haha. Thanks man. Hmm, haiz. Still feeling vexed, soar, sad, bad and shitty. zzz

Recently mtv channel nothing to show sia.. =x keep showing "hou niao" lol. Nice lei!! i recommend this song to everyone.. Hehe =D really really very nice. hear liao.. gan chu liang duo~ lol so compo~ lol. ahhhhh let's hope they continue to show hoh. dont stop air-ing it!! I keep waiting to see the commercial on their new album. Saw it just now. So cool. Its something like the three of them standing in front of this black background then got some laser thingy behind then got the wordings "encore" then they use their hands to cover it.. Haha. got that Jay chou feeling all of a sudden. haha. one word : ~*diao*~ haha cannot tahan them but~ i still love them~~ haha =x

Haiz, just now the singapore idols.. Haiz. Dont know what to say now. That olinda damn..... zzz. i dont understand. she CRY SIMI!? ... damn fake can!? zzz cry cry cry. Last week chris go, she cry, today she never kena kick out she also cry. WHAT THE ... HELL is wrong with her!? .. dot dot dot. I cannot tahan her no more. Yue lai yue shou bu liao!!! anyway, yu guys noticed something? Everytime the first person Gurmit calls out in the group to be kicked out, is the first one to be safe. So, if the one yu like is the first one to be called, dont worry. nothing will happen. Haiz. Dont see anyone crying when maia left...... Haiz. I cried !!!!! dots..... haiz. dots. My friend told me her friend saw Maia and Sylvester together.. Eating at bedok. zzz. Then she crapped alot la. Zzz not important. Haha. Anyway, the guy Sylvester said on newspaper? That Benjamin Eio? He's my beloved mei's friend wor. Haha.. i only have one mei, and one di and one kor. Jies.. i think i have 3? or 4 la.. So long never call them by those names ler. haha. =x opps okay la, i bo xim. X-ray cant see my heart one. Too black liao~~~ =x haiz..

Sian. I feel so confused now. Die la.. I dont know whether .... wo dui mo xie ren shi bu shi dong ler xin Oh no~ CANNOT!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! haiz.. Dont know lei.. Aiyo!! hen luan~~ OMG~~~ die la. This isnt happening man.. This cant be. I dont want it to!! AHH!! nooo!!!!!!! Friends. We're FRIENDS. Okay. Case closed. Friends~~~~

Aiya.. So bored now. 4 plus in the morning. k la, shall go to bed now? Blog so much ler.. haha. Happy reading my blog and listening to the songs!! =p

Bye guys =D wish me luck. haha.

To: .........

Flora.. Sorry bout today la.. Really sorry.. dont angry la.. i go with yu again another day la.. bie shen qi ma ~~~

Teresa.. hey babe! hehe, thanks for today's company =) appreciate it. Okay la, will study! thanks for that analysis on my grades too. haha i will TRY thats all. =x Take care ok? Do well for ya exams too!! dont think so much. 22nd is a important day for us!! *winks* think yu not so blur right.. =x haha k la. take care =) by the way, stop calling me cammie -.-"

Ylqr.. Xiao jie, tagboard cannot put in between posts de!! go and gao dim~~ =x thanks .. these few days yur moral support means alot. =D oh yar, and yur notes and calculator too!! hehe sorry for that day's stage of tragedy man.. so sorry. They keep playing. Then i also cannot do anything.. next time they ask for yur calculator again, dont give them la. Make me so.. Erm.. Zzz. sorry again =x paiseh hoh.. Make yu so paiseh also. =x dont always am chio la ~~ ahh kk i shall stop here. wait yu tag that time going to niam ~ =x haha thanks hehe. =pPp

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